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  1. are we talking anton levay (sp?) Satanism here or some other kind? Because the Satanism in "The Satanic Bible" is, if my pot addled mind can recall that far back correctly, a manual on how to be selfish and not feel bad about it. It fit me like a glove when I was 14-15 but then my mom burned the book cos she heard it could reappear if you tried to throw it out. I told her I'd check the shelf at Barnes and Noble next time I stopped in to see if it had materialized. Would be a pretty good scam for B&N.

    well i do have the anton levay bible and i have read it. but i think that you should care about other people too. and don't physically harm anyone. but if someone gives you crap then you have to stand up for yourself or simply just ignore it.

  2. the satanism helps me alot actually. "do wathever you want as long as long as it doesnt go out on other people."

    if i were forced to live in a christian family i would probably be ALOT more depressed. christianity is really one of the most hypocritical and evil religions i can think of.

     

    That's great !

     

    So atm, on a scale of one - ten. How depressed would you say you are. 1 being like not at all and 10 being you want to go kill yourself?

    well i'm not so depressed to the scale of being suicidal. i'm probably a 6-7/10.

  3. the satanism helps me alot actually. "do wathever you want as long as long as it doesnt go out on other people."

    if i were forced to live in a christian family i would probably be ALOT more depressed. christianity is really one of the most hypocritical and evil religions i can think of.

  4. went on a long bike ride today (15 km) like i used to do in 7th and 8th grade (8th and 9th grade in america) while listening to acid jazz. although i would bike about 30 km back then every second day, but it was still awesome. it's such a nice weather today too. i gotta start doing this more often.

  5. what does that mean?

    it means that this life is just a virtual reality. and when i die it has only been 5 seconds of my real life and then i can just put some money in the virtual life machine again and live a new life.

  6. Cue philosophy debate on watmm.

     

    Also, different people have different experiences with depression and with doctors. I've heard of doctors basically just blaming the patient and saying "shape up". Personally, I have a very good experience with a psychiatrist. However, my depression was linked with an actual negative situation in my life, making it easier to treat. I know people who just have depression, not linked to anything they can change, and sometimes they react positively to drugs, sometimes not.

     

    I think, as far as things go, several months isn't super bad. I had depression for a couple years, and it's fading away with time now. Sometimes time solves things. Is there something that's causing your depression?

    well i've been depressed since 8th grade (wich is 9th grade in america i think?) and since then its uasually been like i'm depressed for maybe a half year and then i'm pretty happy a couple of months and then i get depressed again.

    well i went trough a lot of pretty hard bullying over 8th grade (yes even physical violence) beacouse i came out as bisexual. i dont blame them though, i live in the country and people are retarded, scared and close minded around here. so they probably thought/think i'm one of those pink stereotypes when i actually consider myself more manly than the rest of them. and i use a lot of time to annoy myself over assholes. maybe thats a part of the problem.

  7. 1) well my last psychologist wich i had a half year ago sucked beacouse she didn't help me with what i seeked help for (depression).

    i mentioned this guy that i just couldnt stand at school and then the whole therapy went on that. so im not doing that again.

    2) tried meds. dont like it.

    3) well that actually might work. thanks

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