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  1. bro seems like were mis sing brotels... i've cumsulted lokal sex wurkers and 4a moment i thought i cud like u kno "heal" myself thru hookers.... from trauma etcccc u kno hoe it goes...dated a hooker for a vile......not lush really. started becus she cud see the sadeness in my eye and she said it wud not be morale for her aestethics to receive my moneys... so i met a Hooker With A Heart Off Gold (https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/HookerWithAHeartOfGold) seems like we think the same way.. is UK workers any good wat u tink? btw we have many things in common.... pain issues.. opioids... hookers...pain..trauma..ptsd..zoviet france... how long a session shud i book..?? "new temporary frend" dang... "call to stool" is that bridish language..? shud i book a britis hoer? shud i rent a gimp suit or buy one? u kno hoe they say about hockers... like u kno better rent than buy (=marry) and gimp suit same way.... so a rent suit it is yes what do u do after the hocker goes away and the alone-ness cums...? aloneliness i mean. hokkers make u feel aweful (i mean not u but me). after they leave its hurrible, i dont like it at all. its like falling in love, sexing her up and breaking up after a 7 year old breakship but the 7 years of relationship is condensed into an hour approx. so it's horribbbl. and the cumdown (lik a hangover u kno) lasts a long long time.. can be years... sux then u meat her again and a gain and again... wife for an hour.... 300 british roses please thank u, u welcum. it's like paying for a break up.. u feal me?? paying to feel horribl.... re-living trauma.. and it an addicson, can't stop even if tho u wud want, and u kno u gon be feeling awful in an hour, and u still cumtinue... sucks then u decide think like "wows woes i think i have a broplem.. well i think a hooker therapy will cure me.. booking a hooker"...then tearing her up/tearing fo/to her..then feel awful again and 300 roses lost.... i wonda if it wud be ok to make a "recovery from hookers" thread on watmm....??? on General Bantah.. byes my man
  2. no she's a woman not a he-man lol are u really a thearpizt? or are u psychiatris or which one? since u in the field all ready and if therapist yes then what kinda (psychodynamics?) and like not to drag a horse but ""he will love, will not hurt me with his work on my hidden unconscious feelings''" ofc a therapizt wud not HURT u with his (her, not gay) work?
  3. gotta give a tip if there is a "we are the therapy goers" kinda thinkers better to take benzos + opioids b4 the therap session. my therapist noticed (probably has read my watmm threads i pritned out 4 her) and she said "cheese is pain distraccing you from therap...????" i say whaddya mean? put it straight and say: cheese please eat oxycontinue before coming to therap, u in pain and it no good for thiknen. i say and bezos? she say yes cheese take bezos too. she got pain too so she kno what im thinken (oxy+albrazolama) so i take them befoe the session. and it works. i am not in physiccal pain and not in mental pain. and it workx as a thruth sherum, i wudnt normaly open up 2 hot ladyes but it's a secret. after therapy i take some more, to help with the "thinkin". i call this the Elvis treatment. and if u get anxiety ridden as fuk when the therap ends and u all alone with yor thoughts 4 a few days again, opijoyds + benzos help the mind to cope last tip. find the lady with the sexiest look in er eye. becos the LOOK in r EYE is the ONLY thing u are gona be watching for many many years.... don't pick ugly filthy ridden stare like yoiur mothers....try to find a lady with a healing star
  4. reading the first paragraphi think he was barefoot as in baredicked ok i thikn i unerstand the story. seehe a sweed moker. then he was naked. walked into water. "fisher man held out his hand" wtf does that mean? if u are naked and someone holds out their hand kinda sad story. just wanting to be straig nakked and they always drag u bag. "some 30 times" "without thinking of the risks to his life" must be aweful to live without thinking about risks !!!!! jk i mean think a bout it: the guy was anudist.. jus wanted to be naked in da nature. and his name was COCKBURN. so don't smoke
  5. o Ma gooooood ! thankyaw are you really a therapizt? "patient unconsciously re-enacts the past relatonship instead of rmemebering it and in so doing introduces to the treatment a wealth of information about past relatonships" i don't know what relatonship i'm re-living or sumtin, i can't remember?????? "patient experiences the doctor as a significant figure from the patient's past" i still don't know what figure... who was she/them....??? how to remember and the second one 2) " a selfobject dimension in which the patients LONGS for a healing or corrective experience that was missing in da childhood" ye that's what it is :((((((((((((((( but i've asked how to hav it :( and i haven't had an answerr and the part about "When subjected to hateful invective from their patents, dynamic psychiatrists do NOT angrily reject them as most other pepole in their lives wud" ye i get that, but what happens in da other case? if the therapudist is subjeced to sexful invcective from da patient? and ye read the pdf thank yaw, but i don't gettttttt it in da 1st page u said quote * Posted June 16 When ever patients of mine tell me they have sexual feelings towards me i tell them back it’s a sign of their resistance to therapy bc they’d rather see me as a lover then as someone who’s about to face them with their unconscious buried feeling and also if im a lover im not a therapist and if im not a therapist he/she is not a patient and if not a patient they dont have any problem at all. It’s just a plain resistance to therapy, it’s perfectly normal but your therapist should tell you that and explain everything. If was your therapist id ask you how do you feel talking to a man/woman about your feelings, I usually do. unquote i mean i don't get how the transference of lush full feelings is resistance? in da pdf it's talked abut how resistance = being late, not taking medications, being silent, not being the therapy bill, not taking the advice from tha therapist i mean how is lust feel any of that????
  6. not just mental health, just health carers.. i mean physiotherapists and nurses and dental carers don't care about mental things... and i don't think they find me attractive at all, it all jus in my head u kno. even if they did find attractive (if giv phone numbr) they don't find "me" attractive, they jus find the "idea" attractive..cos that's what they'r brogramed to do. in all those health schoolz they plant the seed in yo head if u talk to any hot health carer gurl (mental espezialy) they all have basketball case boi frens. becuz they lov to take care of them. a gurl put it well 1 time when she said she don't like me at all, she jus wana be away from me so she can "miss" me, u kno. it was jus the idea she liked :''( and there's no in bit ween. a health carer gurl may be nice, but any regular gurl is no nice. yesterday i realizd ive had like 10 gurls hit/slap me. i ask why??? reasons are 1) i dunno 2) (silence = no answer) 3) i jus wanted to 4) you look like you cud use a good slap so i done it. you have the rite kinda face for it
  7. not in"luv" more like jus fall all over someone. and not like everyone, jus the care giver womyn. fukkit's like dental dr lady, physiotherapist, therapist, and nurse lady. Ye I mean I just remembered this nurse I had last year, o mi god. posted about it on watmm and only now i'm realizing whatthe fukk it is all about. I met the same sex nurse again when i had the next injekson and she gave me her mobile phone number. in my mind i was at the same time like wow score and like wow that is real unethical etc i mean if you're a nurse u don't fukn mess your privat life with the nurse life. but ye i never sexed her up or anything, i called the number, she dind't answer, left a a txt msg later and she jus replied u must be confuse. i reply why givv number if not wana meat. she jus said som stupid ass shit and after that i started injeccing by myself and i've had real gurlfrens and i always start to hate it becus it's only as fuck. it's like being alone togehter. or togehter alone. i jus wana be taken care off and all da gurls are like "cheese pls take care of me" as if i was a pimp?
  8. never too old 4 a circumherson o mi god "Deconstructing Harry is about a writer, Harry Block who feels alienated and isolated in the real world. The only place that he can function is in the world of fiction, where he would prefer to spend most of his time. His real world is a mess. He has been to six psychiatrists; he's been married three times, he has an addiction to prostitutes; he's a pill popper and an alcoholic." "Personally, he's a wretch -- a pill-popping, alcoholic lout who has few friends and can't stay faithful to one woman." wat pills does he eat? don't u fuken say....benzos.....the movie was made in 1997? so no computers innit? have u seen Pretty Woman (the movie) it a good 1
  9. ye it's always that sopranos trhing... i think that character thing in Sopranos the TV movie was a HOAX to get people to attend therapy OR to get embareassed but i tell u what my mayne.i used to hav this previos therapizt i used to have. she was uglier than the nowadays therapist. i didn't really trust her becos she was so fukkn annoying (really, not just fukken "projeccing" or transfertilizing or sum shi) but ye so first time really gots the guts to trust her and i told her some whaever secret i had been holding inside me 4 a long time. i developed a big ass boner after finishing the secret telling and i don't really remember anything after that? but ye she sukked big time becoz i cudnt trust her (after telling me sum shit about like "ye i cann tell other people about yor issues if i want to if i just omit your name and don't tell your name, your issues are not yours, just your name is yours" and u kno had to (try to) learn to trust on da begining of each sesson. welll tell u what? my dick was telling me lies, was incorrect!!! bbecos in the end the therapist was a run-a-mouth untrustable. but ye so tis therapizt i have now. i tell her everydink and i don't have to try to trust cos i trust becos she's hot. but i don't get any boners not so ever (durink a shession). dang now that i think/thought about it maybe i really do have som real issue with ugly-sexy gurls and it wasn't just a stupid thoery. fukkk
  10. https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/15240657.2010.513222 https://www.goodtherapy.org/sexual-transference-countertransference-web-conference.html https://kspope.com/sexiss/sex2.php Table 1 - Characteristics of 958 patients who had engaged in sexual intimacies with a therapist 14% Patient attempted suicide 1% Patient committed suicide 17% Patient achieved complete recovery from any harmful effects of intimacies 20% Patient seen pro bono or for reduced fee 12% Patient filed formal (e.g., licensing, malpractice) complaint Harm occurred in at least 80% of the instances in which therapists engaged in sex with a patient after termination. Especially when the patient is experiencing feelings of emptiness and isolation, the specific sexual activities previously experienced with the exploitive therapist--often re-enacted in the midst of flashbacks--may represent an attempt to fill up the self and break through the isolation. For still other patients, sex becomes associated with feelings of irrational guilt. They may engage in demeaning, degrading, joyless, painful, harmful, or dangerous sexual activities that seem to express the conviction: "I am guilty, worthless, and deserve this." Some may become so confused about sexuality that they begin labeling a variety of feelings and impulses as "sexual." They may, for example, say that they are sexually aroused whenever they are feeling intensely angry, depressed, anxious, or afraid. 5 The original article also noted that 14.2% of male and 4.7% of female psychologists reported that they had "been involved in an intimate relationship with a former client" (p. 454). https://kspope.com/sexiss/sexencyc.php Table 2 - CHARACTERISTICS OF CLIENTS TO WHOM THERAPISTS ARE SEXUALLY ATTRACTED https://www.dca.ca.gov/publications/proftherapy.shtml Professional Therapy Never Includes Sex Printer Friendly Version State of California Department of Consumer Affairs
  11. btw told her that i dink she's fukn sexy. done the deed jus de way goDel prescribed. took a shower, then shot some test prop and straight smeared a couple ml's on my chest and neck as if it was an aftershave jus befoe i started to cummute (gurlz get wild they smell the toblerone). so i arrived. she was wearing her old lady legs naked..........hot without ANY socks on. no shoes? maybe no shoes. or maybe she had som cute shoes. but no socks i mean. shad this unbelievably sexy bracelet on her ankle, an ankle (brace) let (made of guld). took the cat along the milk thing and proceeded to start about sum hot physiotherapist i used to hav in da past. oh it was 2 physiotherapists thruth to be honest. so i proceeded to say she's fukkn sexy and i had forgot it always happens with ho(t) anybody, a hot dentist, a hot physiotherapist, a hot anesthesiologist, a hot therapist. and she asked what is common with those, whaddyathink. and i didn't think any i jus said their all lush and sexy as hell and all of dem seem to be sum kinda care giverzz and give u comfort and are there to heal u. so she said ye u kno why and i said ye becuz i ache to be cumforted (becuz gen banter doesn't comfort me no more ??) and she said ye but u wana be cumforted becus u were deprived...OF IT. when u were a yung'un. well duhhh... ain't like i'm a dummy. and it didn't help at fukn all wit these kinda sexxxual feelungs. next time i took som dr's amphetamiiins befoe tha sesson and said to her (becus why not, it ain't like i have an another therapist to talk about the sexy therapist..oh wait i do have, computer. and i don't really giv a fuk if they are to throw me out of therapy, disband or whatever, so why not have metarapy and jus discus the therapy/therapist with the lion straight? in real-life normal relatonships u don't have that kinda privilege? i told her brakes my heart iz always like these wen i meat a lush gurl, i'm always with my heart on side jus waiteng and counting hours until i meet dem again. and she said u dink that's deprive, did watmm tell u that? i said yes m'am, and chatmm. she said well u kno those are the most natural things in da wurld, nuthing to worrie about, ofc if u meet a butiful lady and an interestang person, of COZZZ u gon be missing dem and wanting to see them again. she asked whaddya do when u get those kinda overwhelmeng feels. i said i jus eat sum benzos until now i understand i'v beeng using hot gurls and hot gurls' sex with hot gurls as a wayto comfort me???? i thought shex was gon heal me. like jus ride my broplems away. and i also thought jus straight hugging and spooning was gon heal me 2. but now i think it's just the sexy comforting eyes caressing me and all those sexy "wow that's so wrong" and "dang that's a trauma u kno that right u kno u were a victim of" and etc. i don't know what is the bigfukendeal with "hugging" and being "close" etc. i think it's a hoax. u don't just hug your problems away (except if u suffocate (strangleng)) she's gon be haveng a vacation soon (they all do) and she said she wana meet me on da vacation. i mean it won't feel like a vacation if she's gon be seeng a patent. she said we won't be talking and it's gon cost me 3 times more than the usual. iz lush becus in da past i have had ugly therapizts and non-ugly ones. and ugly ones are hard. i think the best is to pick the sexiest one.
  12. Hi bro man. Psychodynamic therapy/psychoanalysis , is that what you're haveing? U kno u shud conversate the therapzst, say her alll those things like i don't wana hurt u but u ain't really helping her. Haven a therapist. goen to therapy and like tellin her your sekkretz and u kno not haviing much to gain from it and not-wanting-to hurt her feelengs, it's like going to a hooker and paying her to fukk u and she jus lays there not doing jack shit, in a starfish position, horribl, and tha'ts kinda the same thing u kno u're paying u da man calling the Shots... "having a very difficult time convincing myself i CAN DO ANYTHING about it" why not? why man why "I feel like I don't want to hurt her feelings" she won't get her "feelings hurt" if she's a professional (therapist, not speaking about hookers). "don't wan't her to feel like I didn't think she was good." no (as a theearapist please don't do that) "I don't want to .. make her self-conscious. " nope nope nope that's what the shit therapists say u kno. "it's real hard to find a good therapist!!!!and at this pay rate..nope nope, this tha best u gon get" and they sayridiculouz stuff like "it's real hard to change thearpist so don't ya even try" or "ye if your having a hard time with your therapists it means theyre doing good" or "ye if you think your therapist sucks that means theyre doing good and youre just transferring feelings /projectin whatever" or "ye if you think your therapist sucks that means you're onto somthing and NOW is not the time to change them" or "ye if you think u gots to find a new therapist u are ALLways doing that can't u see .. jus runing away from your problems" the REAL black-magic shit starts when you try to have "da conversation" with your therapist about them being not-a-very-helpable and u saying that you're not making any real brogress. that's when it gets fukked cos the therapist gurl always knows how to make u com back. and u tell her those watmm thins and the therapist always gets u to change your mind, THAT is the black (not a slur) magik. and u go home and after 3 days home u start thinken wtf jus happened, u changed your mind even thou didn't want to. and it's like being in da most miserable manipulative relationship, u wana get out, but she always drags u bak, jus won't let u go. u kno a hooker (good1) knows how to "turn tricks" gnome sane.. but hte therapist... knows how to trick u too as a therapist I suggest a bounce good album title
  13. stoya? i don't want to bropose, u kno iz better this way ok lemme eggsplane. If U Wud bropose and proceed to be the Lover Man aetc etc and get into an relationship (i mean like anyehwere in life) that's when it gets all fukked up. like u are "equale" or sum shi and it's not nice. it's better this way when it's one-sided (like therapst-client, it's like being a dog. u don't have to pet the owner. but the owner feeds u and pets u. like i bets if u were in my shoes and like walked in them shoes and proposed well and if (hypothethicaly speaken) u wud to marry her an all that and do the dishes together and just regular stuff. i bet u wud regret it in the end (regret tranzfering from a "patient"/"client" into a Sign-if-i-can't Other. becus there's no way back. and ye like if u wuda find a real lush gurl she ain't gon fix your broplems, she just gon use you and use your problems against u. i bets this same lady ain't fixing her husbandds either??? One head ahead you already lolllllLLLL dizcuzzed that exact thing with da therapudist that people are ALL WAYS saying that kinda stuff like "can't believe, don't believe him, he's a lie-er, a troll" I don't understand really? cud u pls spell a little less rigid please soz i think i wrote it a lil bad. i meant my previous therapizt was like that (money problems, lie&lie), not this current one. ye i kno it was transfer/projecting etcetc too from my part but ye it s do u see patients for 1-2 euros? ye i get what u mean about paying. it's like u become someone else if you are not paying and soon you are the one having to therapy the therapist stoya? i don't want to bropose, u kno iz better this way ok lemme eggsplane. If U Wud bropose and proceed to be the Lover Man aetc etc and get into an relationship (i mean like anyehwere in life) that's when it gets all fukked up. like u are "equale" or sum shi and it's not nice. it's better this way when it's one-sided (like therapst-client, it's like being a dog. u don't have to pet the owner. but the owner feeds u and pets u. like i bets if u were in my shoes and like walked in them shoes and proposed well and if (hypothethicaly speaken) u wud to marry her an all that and do the dishes together and just regular stuff. i bet u wud regret it in the end (regret tranzfering from a "patient"/"client" into a Sign-if-i-can't Other. becus there's no way back. and ye like if u wuda find a real lush gurl she ain't gon fix your broplems, she just gon use you and use your problems against u. i bets this same lady ain't fixing her husbandds either??? One head ahead you already lolllllLLLL dizcuzzed that exact thing with da therapudist that people are ALL WAYS saying that kinda stuff like "can't believe, don't believe him, he's a lie-er, a troll" I don't understand really? cud u pls spell a little less rigid please soz i think i wrote it a lil bad. i meant my previous therapizt was like that (money problems, lie&lie), not this current one. ye i kno it was transfer/projecting etcetc too from my part but ye it s do u see patients for 1-2 euros? ye i get what u mean about paying. it's like u become someone else if you are not paying and soon you are the one having to therapy the therapist
  14. dang now i remember more, i think i didn't repress/bury these memories wery well. last time i seen her she said somthing like "i WANT to be your therapist, i wana be by your side and help u" and all that., it doens't sound as nice when i write it etc etc but she said it so beaitufl i wish i had recorded it, was like the nicest thing/lie ever said to me. and she jus kept repeating it a ffew times (or maybe it is only repeating in my head, i dunno) i mean ye i gets they do it for money (ofc) but was jus nice to hear it like them wanting to be , and not wanting/having to be becus of money. i mean if it was only money no want then it wud suck, butr it is money+"do want" then it ok, money is jus a +. it sucks to have a poor therapist. like if theyhave money problems. they KNOW how to push your buttons, and they lie&lie&lie. You "sense" they're not into it, they hate u, etc etc, and they jus have a disgusted look when they're listening to you. AND then u ask like "a problem ???" and then the lies start, "nooooo no problem, i didn't ha ve a disgusted look i just ate some sour food/a lemon". ANd becaus they're poor and NEED your money they lie & lie and you get more and more fucked in your head. becus u "kno" something by our stomach sense, but they(therapst) deny your stomach instinct
  15. i wud lov to know why this happens. i mean i have fancied dentists, nurses (ofc), physiotherapzst, all kindsa "care"ing type of ladies. u kno what is fukked? many a time a gurl that is in the "care" busines only is in the "care" business becus they have som kinda mental heallth problems. i mena i met this lady, and she was in da health busnes. SO. when she was on the clock (workin) she SEEMED to be EMPATH-ful and like careing and all that. but when the clock rang and the clock card was punched, INSSTANTLY all the motherly love disappeared and a bitZZZch came in. like i wa slike wows what the fuck happens? and she like you kno "worked her ass off" just to "be" "careing" for som people. but when she was off work, civilized, she was a complete fukken horribul person. and that's how it goes i think. same as the swedish gurl mentioned in this thread. i dun no jack shit about my therapist but i don't mind fantasies are nice too. i didn't even remember her name when i tried to remember it and ye ye cud statrt with the cat milk but like if it's a common thing and happens ?but i figured out a plan (if i'll rememer this). i'll ask about those other ladies, dentsits nurses etc, and why the transference happens with dem. and then the cat hass walked to milk btw. why ddid she ask the "going outside som time" thing like why not jus be inside ?__?? u a smarrt man
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