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Everything posted by drillkicker

  1. my phone broke last night and I had to spend $180 on an iPhone 8 until I can fix it. I drove around aimlessly without a map looking for another google pixel and nobody had them so I had to settle for this pos phone that I hate.
  2. I'll put my john edward jones in your nutty putty
  3. If I have to hear someone explain the allegory of the cave one more time I will stuff them in a cave
  4. Thats what ive been doing, it's pretty good. I call it "antisocial media"
  5. I think I just spend too much time with shitty people. The extreme majority of people my age are severely selfish and fake. Narcissism is disturbingly pervasive. I need to get away from bad people and move my life somewhere else.
  6. I have a curse. I am uniquely marked with an evil sign that will stay with me until death. I am fundamentally different from other people. I am condemned by people and I need to find a way to live without anyone else around me.
  7. Ironically, I grow marijuana for a living
  8. I tried vaping and it made me feel much much worse than smoking does. Vaping is many times more addictive so I really don't want to do that. I do want to try getting back into marijuana. It has helped me with a lot over my life. Unfortunately the last few times I got high I noticed that it was causing some of my schizoaffective symptoms to flare up which makes me kinda nervous, so I need to find an opportunity to ease into it with caution.
  9. No I mean I don't know why I keep buying them
  10. Smoking makes me feel terrible. I don't even have an addiction, I just buy a pack of cigarettes on a whim every couple of months and i feel bad every time. I don't understand why.
  11. About a week ago I made an Instagram account after immense peer pressure. I have spent the majority of the past week on it, during which time I've been slowly becoming more distrustful of my friends and feeling profoundly terrible about myself. I've been increasingly pissed off and demotivated every day since starting my account. Looking at the app has become my highest priority throughout the day. I had an angry interaction with an old friend over messages which was very uncharacteristic of me. I deleted my account just now.
  12. This album changed my life and I wouldn't have gotten into any of the music we talk about here if it weren't for lunatic harness. That said, it doesn't look like there's any new material here. I already have the original pressing on vinyl and I don't even own a record player anymore. I guess it would be a good way to introduce people to the album, except that it's so expensive that only dedicated fans would want to buy it. So I guess I don't get it.
  13. All of my dreams over the past few months have been about failing to accomplish impossible tasks. Last night I dreamt that I had to take care of chickens and turkeys and for some reason I just couldn't get the grain to their feeders, and I couldn't refill their water. I kept trying and it wouldn't work, and I was disappointing everybody who put their trust in me. In other news, I hate my entire life and I want to die.
  14. Im waiting for my copy to arrive in the mail
  15. I think im gonna end up having sex with one of my best friends, which is weird because she is also having sex with one of my other best friends. She has been coming onto me more and more strongly lately. This is a strange situation.
  16. Alcoholism doesnt always manifest in extreme ways like that. The way it's diagnosed is subjective. Basically, if you feel bad about drinking but you do it anyway then youre an alcoholic.
  17. Im worried about how many americans are currently asking for nuclear war.
  18. Frequency modulated experimental rhythmic processing https://archive.org/download/polychaosfmfm/polychaosfmfm.mp3
  19. Huh? If you strengthen the weaker side, then wouldn't that just make the war longer and more disastrous? If you dont want war, then you should fund Russia so that they can win quickly without much unnecessary death. Just look at what happened in WWI, equally matched sides just kept throwing lives away.
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