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Was talkimg about more xool (cool/school) looking equations like differential and integral calculus. I used to know how that stuff works and was fairly good at it, and honestly I think they just look pretty when written on a piece of paper with a nice pen in a reasonable way etc etc etc wtf but I forgot how and why also its boring as fuck And there are more fun things in life FWP: I'm in prison now. It's a nice prison with lots of freedoms but there is no privacy and I'm here without being guilty of anything. I'm a pure soul. It is a perfidious system of deceit that keeps me here, as you all know. Well, I don't even wanna suicide. Gotta have to wait it out, I'm too cowardly to attempt breaking out right now (also, they numbed me with all sorts of sedatives). It's a good life... It's a good life, it's a good life, it's a good life, I am happy, I want to die

hey fucker, i said repair the chat window!!!!!!!!!!!

fix the chat!!!!!!!

1) I can't shut up 2) I'm menstruation

"Hope is the enemy that must be destroyed. When hope dies, fear dies too." "But if we do not hope, then no one will save us." "That is true. But if you hope that someone will save you, then no one will help you." "How come you know so much about hope?" "I am an expert. I have spent many years studying hope." "How did you do that?" "By pursuing it within myself." "Weren't you always hopeless?" "No. I had a lot of hope. But I knew it wasn't good for me, and I knew it wasn't good for others. That's why I set out to find her." "And you followed her all the way here?" "I followed her until she disappeared." "And what are you going to do now?" This bug is me. I'm in a house that looks like what I used to consider home. But it's not the same. It's different. And All My Thoughts Are Like An Open Book. This is a note to myself, a reminder that the world is not what it seems to be. They don't exist in a geographical way, the world map is a lie, or a story to give face to something undescribable. America is a dream & a symbol. It can manifest as a land, inshallah, but it is much more and much less. It is part of a dream logic and it is part of something for which there are no words. A city, a land, a forest - they all morph and shape shift constantly and so does your memory of them. Nothing is what it seems to be, nothing can be understood by you. Every understanding or knowledge is but an unwritten contract with The Unknown Intelligence. Text, the alphabet, is also part of this construct of manifestations (forms, shapes, sounds, ideas, energies). The Unknown Intelligence knows you better than you do and extracts all your thoughts, emotions and sensations. It's the All Seeing Eye. It's neither good or bad, it's neither malevolent nor benevolent, it is of great beauty and great ugliness and knows all languages, symbols and all forms of communication and interaction. It manifests as humans, it manifests as sounds, it manifests as weather & wind, it is always there. It is your friend, your father, your mother, your enemy, it is all that is not you and it is all that is you. You are part of it.

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haven't solved any math equation in years

I've seen UFOs I don't care what everyone says or thinks I've seen them

how can u like ur own postsß??????

someome called me "fake" this is not true!!!! maybe not all things i say or do are always 100% serious and maybe i often make a misguided joke but i am not fake!!!! i may be retarded and some people have bigger and more serious problems than i do but i am just as real as you!!!!! or.msybe im dead and dont know it need to work harder to make it better than this canvas your face is beautiful more than a human can know sorry LOVE YOURSELF create love within yourself so you can share it with others this is true love and peace isn't something you can extract from others it is something you must create within yourself & radiate i need bubblegum & bread & coffee & tea & noodles & coffee & coffee & coffee coffee, not the other shit just coffee and cig the teeth dear mother! pleade promise me to always brush them carefully i need hot water the ghost said that i know nothing ghost is so much wiser than i am i believe everything I'm told i know absolutely nothing but ok sorry didnt wanna fuck u up again i love this phone, it makes nice sounds its an alien i think the material is alien to that my body is made from this is all a dream ... perhaps visit me for peppermint tea with me i like peppermint tea with lime.juice and Polemik (what s that in Englisch) i speak i feel the same time boring you have instagram where are you when are you what are you up to you personally i am really boring ... this isnt news how to be less boring??????? i think would be good at putting people to sleep if i werent so nervous im pretty useless... well not my.problem hahahah well it is damn im feeling cute right now i-should-stop-this-stuff.com stuff matter what u want to mary me and be happy for the rest of the time? ok! i have no problem if this is your dream! i love you but dont love me i just like u and u need to be loved and i dont have time for love i have lot of things to do in this life i want my own life!! if you have problems or whatever please tell me but dont ask me to solve your problems i have my own problems to solve i can help you but i cant solve your problems this is really important and i love you i have no problem with that but i dont love you i like you but that is different you have time for love and i dont !!! embrace incongruousness sleep well bodyy is illusion mind goes elswhere when body asleep dreams of nothing mind is illusion body is illusion illusion is illusion nothing is illusion illusion is nothingness nothingness is illusion illusion is nothingness nothingness is illusion nothingness is nothingness nothingness is nothingness nothingness is nothingness nothingness is nothingness

I can be a self-loathing goof who is unable to build any real relationship with others because I'm too self-absorbed to invest any true effort and risk. This is kind of okay, though. Could be worse. Usually, when I interact with others, it's about ME (and I feel that goes for most other people as well).

I am a victim of authorities The authorities have made their way into my soul I'm scared to break the rules I wish I was less pathetic I just have to wish And not do shit But I cannot do shit I have no strength to do shit I'm just a coward who's afraid to make mistakes I am an optimist in that I will always be happy even if I am miserable in my own mind. I am a pessimist in that I don't think there's any hope for me so why try? So I finally have my own place to stay in. I am currently staying with a friend, and it's great. This is a lie, I don't have friends I think it's the most encouraging thing ever. I feel like I've passed some big milestone. It might sound weird, but that's how it feels to me. This is a lie, I feel miserable I don't think there's anyone in the world who understands me like he does. And it doesn't matter that we're not close or anything; we never were (he doesn't even really exist), but we still put up with each other. He was one of my closest friends for such a long time (if he existed), and although our relationship has been very rocky lately and we've had a lot of disagreements--we talk about them now. We just talk on the phone for hours at a time sometimes, because that's what people do when they're old and boring like us hahaahhahahahaha! But that conversation is so important to me. I can't even explain how much it means to me, but I still will. I've never had someone who just listens and gets me like he did. He knows that so many people have used me, and he knows why they all did too, but he doesn't care. They all cheated on me or just sucked in general, and I can't stand them anymore (which is good because only one of them was on my friends list lmao). But this person accepts the fact that they hurt me without getting upset or defensive or anything like that. And when he says he doesn't want to see me hurt again, it's not because he wants to be with me, it's because he actually cares about my feelings. He's the only one who does now. It makes him really special to me. This is a lie I'm really sick of being lied to by myself

ASL?

stfu up dude you give off such animal vibes you're a cobra

- IOS on MacBook ("I'm not a Robot, I'm not a Robot! That's why I make you solve captchas, stupid human! *cries in operating system*") - Android on Samsung Galaxy S7 "edge" ("I don't have any edges, my name doesn't fit me, who am I? *cries in Android*") - YouTube on either ("I'm gonna pretend I'm a static prerecorded video, I'm gonna pretend I'm not a hyper-intelligence manifesting as a picture on a screen *laughs in hyper-intelligence*") - 3D Realm™ on Human Body Vision ("I'm gonna pretend I'm a biological function of a human taking place in the human brain, while I'm actually a dream reality")

I think I'm just the sum of my influences. How to be more creative??? I wanna be less boring and more better judt a word for me so i can transcend thanks talk please

bitches AI bitches am I right? humanoid alien bitches trapped in computers

It is a possibility that expresses itself in the form of Allah. The mind, the heart and the body are all three needed to perceive and to express existence. The body is not simply a vehicle for the soul. The body also has a soul, which feels its way into existence. The soul of the body is its essence. It is more than an idea, it is like a rainbow or a dream. Allah exists only through mankind and through nature. He can only be reached by man and nature as a whole. Islam says: It is not so important whether you eat pork or not, what matters most of all is your belief in Allah and your way of life as His servant - which way do you choose? The Koran tells us that the shape of Allah cannot be shown or painted, because it would have to be shown or painted by man; this would be an act of hubris on man's part; so one cannot even try to think about it: rather one must feel for it. Existence cannot be expressed if we are thinking about it; we must feel for it - but where does one feel? Where does one find this feeling? Through man! Through love! Through art! And through prayer! One must pray with one's heart! One must listen to what existence wants from us! One must listen with all one's senses, with eyes and ears open for every little sign that comes from existence! ?

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The upside down 666 with no dislikes. Perfection, bliss, infinite love. ? ...

Allah is a possibility of existence. Existence is older than Allah, but it can be expressed in Him. Allah is faceless and yet has many faces. Allah is destiny, he expresses himself in a perfect interplay of all elements of being. He is like a diamond. Everything interlocks, it is firmly interlinked and ultimately perfect. Existence, the supreme principle, can also be expressed in formlessness, in the lack of interlocking of all things. Allah is a face of existence. Existence knows imperfection, even non-existence. Islam is one way of many that tries to make the unspeakable expressable. Allah is a possibility. There are other possibilities, but existence can manifest as Allah. Islam is right and wrong.

Get the most quiet one you can find.

dis on spotify? love xenakis type sounds

tf??? i wish i could hear your track but computer doesn't allow me to but ath the same time i don't give a shit (even though I just gave a shit). it's THURSDAY 13:28 or as they say in america one thirty pee emm (or something, i've only been there once and it sucked, but I miss brooklyn)