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Pipenik

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  1. Yeah it was stupidly phrased, meant to say that heroin has been scarcer than before and fentanyl has been even more accessible. Most of it has been imported (directly) from China, where it wasn’t a controlled substance until last year. So it seems that the dealers often do it out of necessity rather than as a business strategy, they cut their product with something else and then season it with fent to boost the potency but I guess they’re too lazy to do it properly, even if you used a sensible amount you’d have to make sure it’s evenly distributed. EDIT: I guess maintaining sales volume that way still is a business strategy. Could be the same story when it comes to mixing it with benzos. Crush them pills, throw in some baby powder with a dab of fent, press new pills and voila, you've got twice as much stuff to sell that's still effective.
  2. What's the point of this from a business standpoint, to breed a double addiction in your buyers so that they want more of the drug? The price disparity in opiates and street benzos is pretty large, so I guess using a dab of fent in that amount to get them double-hooked gets made up in the added frequency of people buying and turns around to be cost-efficient? Or are the dealers simply doing it so that their (dirt cheap) drugs are seen as being the most 'potent' around and thus upping their rep? Well, this is the first time that I'm properly looking into this matter but apparently fentanyl and its analogues have been more accessible to dealers than genuine heroin recently, they're cheaper and easier to produce. A part of the problem could be just due to improper handling and accidental contaminations because these substances are lethal in such small doses, an amount smaller than a grain of salt of carfentanil for example is enough to kill an adult. Pretty scary stuff.
  3. I wonder how WATMM would react to the news of a 21-year-old kid dying from fentanyl-laced xanax, if it was just some random kid? Would you crack edgy jokes and say that trashy people deserve to die trashy deaths? Or are you only saying that stuff because he made music that you don’t like and had managed to build an audience? I can see how criticism against his image could be valid, as it could be seen as irresponsible promotion of bad lifestyle choices, but I don’t see how straight up disrespecting the loss of this person's life would ever be even remotely okay. Besides, doesn’t it compensate at all for the potential damage he’s caused that he publicly died of a drug overdose? I understand that similar deaths have become something of an epidemic in the US recently because drugs laced with extremely potent opioids have become more common and people don’t test their drugs. This will almost certainly help promote caution when it comes to that stuff. Just my 0.02 USD. EDIT: Didn't point this out originally because its irrelevance was relevant to my point but I don't like his music either, although I've heard worse. I also watched an interview with him and he actually seemed like a pretty comfy guy, despite being into some dumb shit. RIP.
  4. Fair enough, that's kinda like admitting that reading Autechre in a text form would be too much for you to handle though. Just looking out for you, these kinds of statements might not fly well in a place like this. Also, on topic: my dad tends to get blood trapped under his toenails (I don't know if it's a genetic predisposition or if his shoes are too small) and I've witnessed him stick a syringe needle under there and squeeze the blood out with force on multiple occasions. As a kid I thought it was probably the most cringe-inducing thing I had seen. However I had the same problem yesterday (been walking too much I guess) and one of my nails was bulging and throbbing with blood all nice-like. Couldn't find a needle so I fr*ggin stabbed myself under there with a kitchen knife and I now I feel like I've 1-upped my dad.
  5. I like to challenge my audience. That sounded a little passive-aggressive, as if you're a bit offended that I'd redact information from you. It's nothing personal. In fact, if it was just us two, there would be no secrets. (Call me.)
  6. Get a grip Stephen, don't you see what's happening? Don't succumb to the irrelevance. Don't let your entire existence be defined by some disc of empty calories and which toppings do or don't belong on it. Also my fwp is that I'm on a bus alone on my way back from the holiday sleepover extravaganza at mom's and all these normies around me make me feel DEPREZ AF because they seem to be having their shit together all nice-like and I'm a fr*ggin NEET degenerate whose only friend is cheeseburgerwalrus (my man tho). Also the guy next to me is solving a Rubik's cube but seems very restless and keeps sighing deeply? I think he just wants to look smart and isn't actually into the cube very much at all. Maybe he wants me to admire his skills and is frustrated because I'm not paying attention? Ok he stopped and now he's fondling the seat in front of him instead. Yeah, good luck trying to solve that instead you fr*ggface. What a poser. Now I remember why I shut myself in in the first place.
  7. Also I meant that I've grown out of caring in a general sense. Like my left big toenail is all bruised at the moment but I have no recollection of ever stubbing it. I am immune to pain and growing stronger every day.
  8. Oh I already have (you have no idea). Thank you though, I knew I could always count on WATMM to validate my emotions. I think her interpretation of the situation was that she was the one trying to lift up the Christmas spirits but everybody else was too deeply minding their own business or something. Then I ruined her mood by being so rude and she couldn't live out the Christmas fantasy she always wanted. It's one of the last remaining true tragedies of our times. (Also to be fair on her she had bought all of us presents whereas I just gave the usual gift of my wholesome presence. I was thinking about buying sub-dollar head scratchers from AliExpress or something but totally forgot to do it. I'm scum, I know.)
  9. THE rules, you say...? You thi- okay, we've been through this already.
  10. Squee why'd you ask my age? Was I being fr*gged up too because my spontaneous reflex was to (quietly m)utter "go to hell" when I got startled at the computer? I assumed it was one of my sisters playing some kind of prank on me. Also when I refused to help my sister when she just kept trashing me? I'm just sick of their shit after all them years. Listen here I'm a NICE GUY but am I expected to hold onto some moral high ground when everyone around me keeps violating my human rights? You fault Rick Grimes for getting so worked up about about the zombie thing too? At the time I changed my mom's wlan credentials (yeah a bit of a dick move) she was making me sleep on the floor because my room I moved back to was full of her stuff and she refused to let me rearrange them so that I could fit a bed in there (apparently it would interfere with the bathroom renovation somehow). I don't have access to some unlimited supply of adulthood when my faith in JC (my m) is constantly challenged like this. But you know what? Moments ago in the kitchen my big sister came up to me clapping her hands and making weird noises and I didn't even bat an eyelash. Refer to my avatar for more information. I pay my taxes. (I think.)
  11. That's deep man. So deep that if you were a pizza, you'd be a deep dish pizza covered in pineapple. That does it. We're fr*ggin done professionally man. THAT'S NOT TO SAY THAT I WOULND'T ENJOY BEING THAT KIND OF PIZZA. BUT NOT THAT I WOULD EITHER. MY IDENTITY IS NOT A PIZZA. MY PARENTS DIDN'T PUT ALL THEIR LOVE AND CARE INTO RAISING ME FOR ME TO GROW UP TO BE A FR*GGIN PIZZA THE TEARS I'M HOLDING BACK RIGHT NOW ARE NOT TOMATO SAUCE BUT NOT BBQ SAUCE EITHER
  12. What happened? Is this how you celebrate Christmas, go outside and pee all over the place or something?
  13. This is what [redacted] do when they can't find mutual interests to discuss, they take some mundane but divisive matter of opinion and pretend like it's a huge deal because that's so cute and hilarious. I refuse to disclose which side of this debate I stand on. I refuse to believe that it matters to anyone. I refuse to accept that my life has been reduced to such irrelevance that to have an identity I must assert some kind of pride about what's on top of my pizza.
  14. My cousin (who just turned 20) sent me some psytrance tracks he had made and they're suprisingly good. I think? More IDM than expected. He'd like for me to collaborate with him. I haven't made any music in 6 years but perhaps I should saddle this horse up for "them laughs". Also sorry for contaminating WATMM with all the familial nonsense and such. [redacted] have no [redacted]* and [redacted] human nature to want [redacted] by sharing [redacted] or something. Idk lol (p dumb tbh). *Except for cheeseburgerwalrus, we've been having a few chats, heart-to-hearts about computing, The Wire and such. He's a bit too much of an incel for me to really level with tho and is only up at nights. Still (my man) tho.
  15. You know when you accidentally a word? For whatever reason I accidentally words with almost every post and have to burst their bubble of conceptual integrity by editing them.
  16. Last year I was working as a telemarketer for a while and a 17-year-old girl in the cubicle next to me randomly introduced herself to me one day and told me that I have a nice deep voice and women must respond well to that. I have a recollection of her boobs being large so I guess I must've checked her out. I couldn't imagine getting it on with her though. Something about young girls with immaculately fresh faces and minds feels sexually repulsive in an "uncanny valley" way to me. Also, women did NOT respond well to it (except for a couple of instances - if you're reading this... call me*). Fucking sucked at that job. *You know who you are
  17. To be perfectly fair, shit did get real for a moment there because that video is actually pretty bad. Turns out the girl is 16. That's right, I sought her out on Facebook because I just had to get to the bottom of this. That's the age of consent here though so I guess it's technically okay to check "them goods" out - you know, as a matter of law. I'm not sure if I actually did though. My mind kinda went there out of habit but it did feel instantly wrong. I couldn't follow it up with any desire to get intimate with her because youthful naivety scares me, especially that of a Christian variety. A Christian girl was really into me one time. She was my age but very short. I didn't find that particularly attractive. She also ended every other sentence in a smiley face :) That made her seem inhuman and unrelatable somehow. We exchanged multiple-sentence texts and sometimes she would insert like three consecutive sentences without a single smiley face and it felt like an oasis of humanity amidst a desert of some terrifying uncanny valley shit. I'm serious. We kept in contact for a couple of months and then I ghosted her. I feel bad about that. It's been over four years and I still think about apologizing to her every now and then. She's married now. I've never been more alone. JC... my man. You had paved the way for me. I should've got right with you all those years ago. None of this improper lewdness would be occurring.
  18. Yeah that 3-hour break wasn't actually the longest one I've had in 10 years. I've also carried out similar experiments before. Earlier this year I managed to stop browsing a malicious website I was heavily addicted to (a Finnish imageboard) with the weekly one-time quota strategy. I'm not sure if you actually took that information at face value but I should be more mindful of that possibility. Like yesterday I found it absolutely hilarious that I changed my avatar to a mindful dog statue and told people to assess how much it values their opinion but in retrospect it comes across as kinda touchy. Kinda cringe-inducing even. Like most of the stuff I posted just to 'ave a giggle. Probably not the best move to reveal deceive people into thinking I have repressed issues. To that end I figured it might be wise to [redact] these recent posts but doing so without mentioning anything might look a bit dramatic and drama is what I'm trying to wind down with this. I'm gonna take a break for real tho (that part was RT™ after all) but the reason I'm currently failing to follow through is because it's just auto-torture until you refine your schedules. Otherwise you really do end up substituting it with something equally useless. I've been literally just walking around aimlessly today for probably hours. My shins are killing me.
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