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Blog Comments posted by Salvatorin
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And to add to Gmanyo, I think there is a lot more to it than just being bipolar. In fact that might just be an aspect of your mental environment that interacts with your larger personality, which holds your experiences and knowledge base and ethics and all of that. I know you know you have bipolar, but in contrast, I used to think I had manic depression because of my ups and downs and never-ending racing thoughts, but over time I came to understand that the origin of much of my states lies in my thoughts and feelings in relation to my surroundings/life. Basically, turn that analytical process inward, and vigorously try to assess who, what, and where you are, you may find yourself at odds with what you reason out. That dissonance is not a mental condition, it is a (however much possible) rational assessment of your existence. Being depressed because your life is a lie or being up because you're free...well they are reactions to a rational take on your life, I'm sorry to say.
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Yeah, btw rhombix i found your post very easy to follow, it reads just like one of my ramblings (or internal monologues), following that associative logic that just flows out and crystallizes into precarious, yet elegant ideation.
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I'm just going to post this since it made me very happy:
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lol, we are the watmm unstable genius club. We live primarily in our labyrinthine, fractalline thought patterns, analyzing things that intrigue us at hi-speed 24/7 evurry day, revelling in the sensual and cerebral joy of our senses and intuition...and I'm just going to go out on a limb here...are complete wrecks with highly disorganized lives who spend most of their time fucking around on the internet.
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Yeah, in alaska last summer I didn't have a job (or a real home) so i just bummed about from one friend's house to another, and since it is light all day and night I'd often end up saying awake as long as I felt like and had no sense of time. Most of the time that kind of life is fun, but when you are depressed it is really pointless feeling.