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Since things went a bit out of hand recently, and since I hold myself responsible for the things I said in the deleted thread, aimed directly and exclusively to eugene, which have been (apparently) regarded as anti-semitic, I feel obligated to say a couple of words about it. I don't intend to apologize to anyone, especially not eugene, nor anyone else I might have offended in this forum. I am not an anti-semite. I also do not regard my response to eugene as anti-semitic, however, I did threaten eugene with "going full adolf on his ass" ( I also said I hope he gets raped by a hairy jew in the middle of a desert and struck by a stray israeli missile for the reasons I'm going to explain next), if he sincerely believes what he wrote. I wrote this, because that's how I felt at the time, triggered by his non-challant and meaningless search for arguments to downplay the crimes committed by Epstein. By writing "going full adolf on his ass", I was trying to equalize, in rhetoric manner, his point of view, so he could maybe realize the gravity of his words, and re-consider his point of view. I did not mince my words, I went straight for the jugular, so to speak. Maybe not the most patient and constructive way to go about things, but that's how it happened. In my private life, I'm a hatched man against injustice and power-induced inequality. Both my grandparents were in concentration camps, suffered the full wrath of the nazi regime, and while they were not jewish, they rightly fought against the oppressors of their freedom, and were sent to concentration camps because they fought actively for their freedom. While my family tried to acquire reparations to restore their dignity, they faced numerous obstacles that favored Jewish minorities, and for the most part, did not get their full pensions. In the light of the fact that most of the perpetrators recently uncovered and connected to atrocities were jews, holding the highest positions of authority of our so-called 'free world of the West', and eugene being as ardent as he is ignorant apologist of the power-hungry jewish enclave, I also find that fact unjust, and downright perverse, and not appropriate for the minority which in its past, suffered such degradation and man-hunt as they did. If anyone, they should feel most compelled, having suffered in the past, not to repeat the same power-hungry demagogue and elitist actions. But they did, and still are. Eugene is a proud jew, and I have nothing against that, but putting together his words, his agenda, and the history of his nation, one can uncover his ignorant and perverse point of view, at which I struck. This is not an anti-semitic point of view, this is the truth. And if ignorant people continue to label things at their face value, baiting shame and stirring controversy around the forum, then so be it. I can only point them out and say, they might be one of the reasons this place often finds itself way lower than it could be. But, of course, this is internet, and because of that, my response against eugene might appear as a meek fight against the windmills as Don Quixote did, and if anything, I might have made a fool of myself if it wasn't aimed at a specific user with a specific point of view in specific cirsumstances, as I explained above. But I didn't, and I stand behind my actions, and words.

Only for eugene. We go way back... I had a rough week. A deadly combination for me. You're kind of a sewing club patron arent you, usagi 🙂

Really getting into Elseq these days. Happened sooner than I thought it would. Kind of feels like a continuation of the Quaristice theme. CD 1 and 2 feel like a boiling bucket of radioactive lava, quite evil. So far, it exais more than Exai. There are so many themes, details and layers. This album is a first place contender for me right now, specially because it kind of combines themes from all previous albums and sounds into something.... more accomplished? idk I'm only slowly unpacking, and this post might become obsolete in a couple of days/weeks 🙂 feed1 is so angry, furious 13x0 step and chimer 1-5-1 has some reprise to Oversteps I think, really good pendulu hv moda is like having a synth controlled by accordion curvcaten has a Quaristice ala plyphon feel, but the bass layering is just sick elyc6 Onset has that signature Ae metric underlying that I love, and the second half goes crazy with the highs c7b2 again furious, for terrorizing neighborhoods eastre is this an Ae take on Zoviet France? TBM2 is proper shit, back to hiphop acdwn2 feels like a throwback to earlier heavy stuff also in the way it decomposes foldfree casual is so Vangelis you have no idea, I love it, there's an accent in there that takes right into Blade Runner latentcall with details and layers again 7th slip !!!!!! fav pendulu casual !!!!!!!!!!!! more fav too much. I'll be back.

No. Peter Falk is the greatest. Stop rebooting stuff. Make new.

Thanks usagi. lol. I've seen a synagogue or two while in London. Also while I visited Krakow and Warsaw. Very nice actually. Also a couple of jewish art centers. I just don't like eugene. That's all.

If before the digital time you had to show a certain music skill and determination to reach a certain quality level and then form a group (a band), today the same grind is made through solo bedroom music production, failed collaborations and personal maturing until you are able to break through. Solid ideas and perseverance still stands out. It kind of balances out itself, I think.

lol that's where boredom and tiredness intersect I guess fwp: dating in mid-thirties is strange as f### last time a woman I went on a date with invited me to her family place at the seaside, but went out of the way to explain me it doesn't mean anything romantic... so far in fact I began thinking she might insinuating something... because when I jokingly said "cool, we're gonna sit around cafes in the old town centre and be each other's wingman" she gave me a disappointed look... But I always wanted a woman-wingman... this feminism thing is going nowhere, obviously.

an empty shell even her charisma is money-fuelled BCM fell to the spell walking for a block or two in any eu city you can see 10 women more appealing but that's just like, my opinion man i know it's the eye of the beholder and stuff

Yes, I also never understood why he is being picked on, apart from some people projecting their own poor self-image

Yes, curing stuff and helping the impaired is all well and nice, but we both know this is not the primary reason why this technology is being researched. What I meant with Mengele style is that rodent brain is much much simpler than human brain is. We are talking exponentially different by order of n. Don't tell me you believe this can be done on the first try, with no side effects with day-to-day operation and further down the line, like how the perception of reality of this test subject is going to change in the long run, i.e., how the brain is going to adapt to it. I'm just saying that we tend to rush things we don't understand yet (namely consciousness and memory). I'm no neuroscientist, but I feel this is just too ambitious, and other fields need more urgent attention than this, imo

The only way to develop this is to forego all ethical aspects. I imagine a sinister lab working without any public knowledge on homeless people or lunatics, trapped in cages, heavily drugged and sedated. Or if they get volunteers for that kind of experiments (which is not unlikely) it's going to be gruesome in any way. Think Mengele 2.0. Experimenting on rats and mice is one thing, interfacing this shit with fully-developed human brain is another. The fact that we don't even understand how memory and conscience works, this appears similar to a neanderthal buliding a rocket. Autistic hubris.

A guy full of angst, misunderstood and misrepresented, too honest from what I gather (watmm regarded him as the lowest-tier IDM nerd, so he got bullied often) ...

Watmm is like life. Those without substance are overwhelming the landscape with shallow presence. The interesting only come out when they feel they have something to contribute. So yeah, it could be sad and devoid of substance sometimes. But it's a colorful mix of interesting folks from different continents and countries and cultures, which I find interesting enough. The watmm humor (when on point) is something I cherish It's unique. The bullwallets, the mspaints, some inside memes, the Ae Q&A... are monumental. Music threads are watmm's lifeblood, and it should stay that way. Some hardcore debates are interesting, although they derange into general weirdness and snobbery too soon. But what can you do, you can't exactly fix the world from behind the computer, so there's that. I have visited chatmm and discord only one or two times. Couldn't follow what was going on, so I stay away. In the 12 years I'm here, I've seen it's many ups and downs, too bad some interesting characters had to leave, also some I knew IRL. But you have to accept some things, and also work on those you wish there would be more of. So the place will always be as good as the people make it. Maybe some people just expect too much of it and have no patience. And it's summer for pete sake. Go out.

Phantom Thread excellent performance of everyone, but skillfully crafted anticipation led up to a disappointing end. maybe I just have an aversion to mentally sick personalities/10 Take Care of Your Scarf Tatiana very minimalist, almost boring at moments, very funny, cool music driving into a coffee shop/10

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