Let's begin. My name is Alexander Edward Moore, I was born in Saint Francis hospital in Tulsa Oklahoma to my parents Sandra Kay Moore and Vincent Monroe Moore. I want this to be very clear.
I was born on May 29th 1993. I have paranoid delusions about people stalking me, people viewing me through my webcam, people threatening me that I think are real.
My family has convinced me that I'm insane but I don't believe it. I have been living in a state of terror for a very long time. This has been going on for almost 8 years. I am an artist, I can't get a real job, I'm too scarred and the people from my town honestly treat me like garbage. I need an opportunity. This is hell.
I have been working HARD, HARD to break these walls down. I have searched every nook and cranny of this town, of my life, of the internet, trying to find answers, picking, prodding, trying to find out what the hell is going on, trying to figure out why I'm not successful, trying to figure out why everyone is ignoring me and it's all turning up null. I only get more frustrated.
I am going through hell, and I have been going through hell. I feel abused, I feel lost, I don't know how I'm going to get anywhere like this. I've been homeless, I've been on the streets, I fucking HATE that lifestyle, I HATED the people I had to fucking endure, and I will NEVER, EVER in my life go back to that. I'm fucking terrified that will happen and I will not let it.
Are any of my friends still here? Atop? Luke Viia? Karma Kramer? I have no real friends. I have no one to turn to about this but the internet now. No one seems to believe me in real life.
It's me, Al5x... I know you like to joke a lot on this website, and people like to joke a lot on the internet but this is anything but a goddamn joke I promise you. I'm gonna ask you to please respect me and what I'm going through right now.
Edited by Qalab Wighek, 19 June 2017 - 07:15 AM.