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2 hours ago, dingformung said:

I am the rabbit chasing the tiger. I am the snail who swallows Pinocchio so that his nose pierces her belly. I am involuntary symbolism. I am nothing and nobody. I am Father Christmas, the Easter Bunny, and I choke on cakes and on the grandmothers' pampering. I am unfair, yes, I am lazy. I don't raise my children and don't appreciate life, even if it produces another son every day.

I am the father who disappears as soon as he has given his wife a child. I am the man who cuts his belly and blows out his guts before the pain of parting: Heart's blood on a rubbish heap. I need pain and suffering to become rich. Life is too good for me; I want debt, I want to be in debt. And that's why I make debts every day for tomorrow. And that's why I can't let a woman get close to me: Because I don't know how to give love! I can only lie and suffer and cut the woman open and then stitch her up. With threads that I have torn from my own heart.

But one does not want to sew a woman back together. That's why I can't give tenderness and I can't put myself in a child's place. I am my own salvation. It has to be me: Because I am none other than this sentence. Just this sentence that comes out over and over again when I meet someone. This chatter of pain and death, love and passion; it is my last resort!

And the reason that the father always disappears is that there is simply too much energy to be taken from the mother. The mother is the woman with the baby bump. The father is the emptiness in the mother. Fertilisation therefore takes place unconsciously and without love, just as I do not love my children. They are the evidence of my inability to live. That is why I am a stranger to them and that sentence is the reason for the distance between us.

I cannot be like other fathers because I do not know how to love. I tried it - but it didn't work. I failed because I had to hand myself over in order to give to the other. I became dependent on myself and thus sold out. Yes, yes: It was a fat experience, in the first time with the child: How you incorporate yourself as a mother! How to suppress the father! How to suppress him! You want to treat the baby better than a husband or lover. You want to treat the child better than yourself.

I came into the world to change, even if I didn't know it; and this change has only one direction: I was born guilty. But I did not become guilty because I knew it from the beginning. I experienced it every day, every time I had to put on a thick coat; because I had to give away my happiness to the people who gave me the coat; because I gave them my happiness. I gave it to them - and ran up more and more debt to them in return! My happiness was their property. They had paid for a better fabric for the coat - and I was the baby belly in the middle!

 

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two and a half shrimps 

bingo!

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Yeah but how much does this vintage playing card look like Ed Sheeran…

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… un-fucking-canny!

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Even the Romans hated to be left on read.

90AD-100AD ish - To Fabius Justus.

It is quite a long time since I had a letter from you. "Oh," you say, "there has been nothing to write about." But at least you might write and say just that, or you might send me the line with which our grandfathers used to begin their letters: "All is well if you are well, for I am well." I should be quite satisfied with so much; for, after all, it is the heart of a letter. Do you think I am joking? I am perfectly serious. Pray, let me know of your doings. It makes me feel downright uneasy to be kept in ignorance.   Farewell.

-Pliny the Younger

Source: Atallus

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Everything is in one big dream, reality is dreamed. There are different sub-realities or levels that are interconnected and that can be navigated, for example, through sleep, although it is not impossible to transform or morph one level into the other. At the same time, new levels are constantly being created and reconstituted. The different levels or sub-realities are diffusely connected and it is unclear where one begins and the other ends. The sub-realities are often very similar. The normalities within the sub-realities are sometimes very different, regardless of how visually similar the sub-realities are. Persons or perceivers navigating these levels transform along their navigations, just as the levels themselves transform, or are even recreated.

It is not impossible that the sub-realities merge into one great unity that encompasses all other levels. But it is also possible that they are mutually exclusive and do not combine with each other. The sub-realities are therefore neither necessarily simultaneous nor related to each other in time. The sub-realities can occupy different positions in time because there is no fixed time structure.

The sub-realities are neither recognisable nor tangible and are created by dreamers or perceivers. The perceivers create the sub-realities with their thoughts and ideas and leave traces of their presence in the sub-realities. The traces can be understood as traces of perceivers or of perceiving, whereby these traces need not be perceivers themselves, but merely traces of their presence in the sub-realities. The perceivers thus have an influence on the sub-realities, especially with regard to their structure.

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45 minutes ago, dingformung said:

                                                     morph

 

On 3/24/2021 at 10:39 AM, diatoms said:

                                                                    eus

 

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Stop thinking that life is your friend, stop trusting others so easily. Not everyone shares your values and benevolence. By being too trustful and friendly to the world you invite misfortune, you even create it. By helping and trusting unconditionally, you enable bad people and empower them. Be fair to yourself and let others be fair to themselves, they don't need you for that. Don't try to radiate unconditional love, love is only real when it is considerate but based in soberness. Love itself isn't a feeling that only occurs outside soberness, and even when it is unsober its roots always extend back into soberness. Don't just accept everyone and everything as it is. Be intelligent instead. Be tolerative but with limitations.

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I added and removed things. All in all this post was unnecessary because it didn't convey enough truth and was overall boring.
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2 hours ago, dingformung said:

 

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On 3/24/2021 at 10:39 AM, diatoms said:
 
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5 hours ago, dingformung said:

B             u t                 t                         s

 

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After eliminating refined sugar from your diet for a length of time, it tastes not at all like your tongue remembers, and is somewhat unpleasant and nauseating.

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I'm really becoming less and less a fan of big cities. back when I was in my 20's, I thought living in a big city was cool. walking to bars on busy sidewalks, taking the subway, hopping in taxis...it all seemed so fun. I could care less about that any more. now I dream of one day living in a small town USA. there are so many great old little towns scattered throughout this country with "great bones." but the vast majority of them are flowing with run down, vacant, neglected old historic brick buildings. my utopian pipe dream is that these quaint little places will one day be re-populated by a diverse group of people vacating the cities, as they too are sick of the traffic, housing costs, rich d-bags in sports cars. but I know the reality is that all these little small towns are dead zones, currently packed with orange man supporters, bigoted wasps, who think they've been slighted by the foreigners.

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1 hour ago, zero said:

I'm really becoming less and less a fan of big cities. back when I was in my 20's, I thought living in a big city was cool. walking to bars on busy sidewalks, taking the subway, hopping in taxis...it all seemed so fun. I could care less about that any more. now I dream of one day living in a small town USA. there are so many great old little towns scattered throughout this country with "great bones." but the vast majority of them are flowing with run down, vacant, neglected old historic brick buildings. my utopian pipe dream is that these quaint little places will one day be re-populated by a diverse group of people vacating the cities, as they too are sick of the traffic, housing costs, rich d-bags in sports cars. but I know the reality is that all these little small towns are dead zones, currently packed with orange man supporters, bigoted wasps, who think they've been slighted by the foreigners.

                                                                    live in the country with some space to chill

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33 minutes ago, Cryptowen said:

the fact that i can even comprehend what this means suggests i may have inhaled too many spores

or you spend like 10 hours a day on instagram like i do :sorcerer:

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Imagine you’d gone through life without ever seeing your own likeness (reflection, photo etc.) Then later on in life you were shown a photo of yourself, do you think you would instinctively know that was you, or be totally unaware who you were looking at?

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On 7/9/2021 at 4:58 AM, Plum said:

Imagine you’d gone through life without ever seeing your own likeness (reflection, photo etc.) Then later on in life you were shown a photo of yourself, do you think you would instinctively know that was you, or be totally unaware who you were looking at?

 

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On 7/9/2021 at 6:58 PM, Plum said:

Imagine you’d gone through life without ever seeing your own likeness (reflection, photo etc.) Then later on in life you were shown a photo of yourself, do you think you would instinctively know that was you, or be totally unaware who you were looking at?

without seeing any of your own bogos binted?

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