Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 Well this weekend I have relapsed, I've been back to my old ways, I've been planning how I can kill Chloe because she has wished me dead, and I've gone completely insane. There is one person tonight who has been talking to me, and understands completely. and I hope to go and stay with him soon, for a period of time and thats essines. I have had PM's from several of you on here also, and even some fone numbers exchanged. I cannot thankyou all enough for your support, but you are all legends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ms-dos Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 put down the drink dude you were doing well and relapses happen. you can get back there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 drop it george! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sneaksta303 Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 pm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 277: 930-933 Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 That's some fucked up shit. You know you´re stronger than the drink, everyone has their weak moments. And here´s to hoping that stupid cunt bitch dies without you having to help her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 did the 'so today' thread get deleted? i wanted to re-read it, what has chloe done? *nosy* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest melotronic Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 try to stay strong dude Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ms-dos Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 You're not like most other alcoholics. Your liver won't give you a bunch of chances to get clean. You're going to die if you don't stop, and you know that. You're 21. That's only a quarter of a lifetime. Stop and think about that. And don't stop thinking about it until you have giant fucking goosebumps all over your neck. You've got a lot of living to do and it's not all going to be shitty like this. Did you keep your doctor's appointment? You need to go if you haven't. P.S. Fuck Chloe (but don't kill her) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest my usernames always really suck Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 Do you have any constructive hobbies to keep your mind off the alcohol? Find some really nerdy hobbies that you might find interesting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 do you play CS? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
itsmep Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 All I have to say about this is: fucking lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest chax Posted May 3, 2009 Share Posted May 3, 2009 i still think it's in your best interest to be on anti-depressants or some kind of medication. it doesn't matter if you don't like 'altered mind states' or whatever, it's about living and surviving try to realize that your thought patterns are messed up, and to question a lot of the decisions you make. try to look outside yourself and be more objective. hope this helps Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 Everything is fucked Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest thanksomuch Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 wtf is going on? :o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Al Hounos Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 ye need a project george. build up another R5 turbo. take up an extreme sport. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 Why did ItsMeP say that? I've only ever asked for help! I'm trying guys I really am! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
essines Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 wtf is going on? :o abusivegeorge is a recovering alcoholic, with severe liver issues, who relapsed on friday. his girlfriend (chloe s on watmm) straight up stonewalled him and told him "i hope you die". George is a strong man and is doing an excellent job of sobriety, relapse or not, and he just needs support. i've got his back, he knows that what he is doing isn't the proper route and he's fighting through it. Mad respect for the guy for trying as hard as he is to go clean and i've got his back 100% the whole way through. The drama is not as important as the goal he's trying to acheive, which is sobriety. godspeed, praise allah, fuck the blood of christ, what ever it takes man. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 All I have to say about this is: fucking lol. Lol I know who you are, you're already dead. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 wtf is going on? :o abusivegeorge is a recovering alcoholic, with severe liver issues, who relapsed on friday. his girlfriend (chloe s on watmm) straight up stonewalled him and told him "i hope you die". George is a strong man and is doing an excellent job of sobriety, relapse or not, and he just needs support. i've got his back, he knows that what he is doing isn't the proper route and he's fighting through it. Mad respect for the guy for trying as hard as he is to go clean and i've got his back 100% the whole way through. The drama is not as important as the goal he's trying to acheive, which is sobriety. godspeed, praise allah, fuck the blood of christ, what ever it takes man. Ess is a guy who really understands and you know what I don't actually know what to say! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest beatfanatic Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 abusivegeorge.. i am not sure what to say but just hang in there buddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bubbhasdance Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I'm new here but I can definitely relate to you, man. The road is tough but not impossible, just remember that. If you ever need any help, anything, just give me a buzz, k? We're here for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest aron Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 hang in there, george. stay strong Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest thanksomuch Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 much hugs and support George. feel free to talk to us privately if you need to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 why did she wish you dead? ;/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
essines Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I don't want to sounds presumptuous but i think it's because he drank. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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