vamos scorcho
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he's one of my best friends to this day - seriously though our relationship has grown quite bizarrely fucked up and dysfunctional over the years
we're both pieces of shit / gods
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it's complicated
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this one demonstrates my busy schedule and highly praised sense of style
i call it "grindin"
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looking back on my famous high school pictures i can barely believe that i was once this popular
"first chair"
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also i was easily the coolest person in my grade, possibly the coolest in the whole school
however i was also very tasteful and mature, rising above possibly every other person who had passed through the school before me
they'll never forget me
(the end of sophomore year another friend and i conspired to become the "Christs of High School" - to dominate the hallways with our famous celebrity by the end of senior year. we were successful)
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freshman year - struggle to fit into society, succeed but fall on the bottom third of the "dominance/power/influence chart" of the group i hung around with. this lasted until sophomore year when i met a kid who moved here from new york - his sense of humor was as fucked as mine and he brought this side out of me
i ditched that crowd for the most part - if i was to run into most anyone from that first group today, it would be strange and uncomfortable
so new friends led us all to begin experimenting at the same time with:
alcohol -> weed -> shrooms -> DXM -> pills -> etc
then i got to know all the other druggies/musicians, joined the music community and won battle of the bands, propelling myself to the top of the social ladder and dominating everybody else easily with the swift pinky thrift of my hand they were swept aside
however, my dream girl never did come through for me - cunt - i still think about her sometimes. she dated our bassist.
i miss high school.
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i have crying of lot 49 sitting in my apartment
i'm looking for an enjoyable trip
should i read it?
i've never really read pynchon
i also have vineland
is it based around paranoia?
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i have trouble getting through the trial
need to try again
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yeah i did a search for this thread but it didn't come up, i searched "reading"
my bad
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it's really good
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fagger off
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psychedelics are good to a certain point but once you start exploring them past one or two uses you're fucking up
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Wasn't the data select, it was the competition options music. So far that's the only area of Sonic 3 I can get to produce anything.
I don't know if it boosts the affect any better but I found a list of games and their respective sound drivers. Maybe doing saves between games of the same driver produce better results...i dunno.
http://gdri.smspower.org/wiki/index.php/Mega_Drive/Genesis_Sound_Engine_List
yeah actually one of my game programmer friends was over the other night and saw me save state bending, he was the one who suggested ristar+sonic - he said pretty much the same thing (combining games with the same engine will produce the best results). he also gave me about 1.5gb of roms, zole.
i might try some more obscure/unpopular stuff this weekend. i was highly disappointed that michael jackson's moonwalker didn't produce any usable results!
your music is fantastic. are you signed? do you want to be signed?
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seriously do release an album of this. shit sounds like webern mixed with microstoria. it's actually very beautiful.
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if you want to get a similar effect to adderall just go to starbucks and get an iced venti americano, and chug it.
lasts for a few hours and does fucking wonders for music making. i've probably had over 200 of those this past year.
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yeah i'm a little bit fucked up. but i'm not "severely mentally ill" or schizophrenic, personality disorders, what have you. just been to some wilder, sometimes more painful realms of existence, perception, thought, and mood than the average person, so i would be considered diseased by doctors. i'm not really blaming that on the drugs though, for sure, but i'm sure they have something to do with it.
i gotta get out of this thread. it's making me feel like more of a druggy than i am.
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yeah fuck, the thing i really love about weed is the musical side. not just listening, but also how it changes my improvisation style greatly. lsd does that as well but i usually just end up playing really odd/repetitive stuff.
oh man, exactly. for a few years i would smoke every night in my room (during high school). i would listen to different albums every night. really the funnest times, i would be seeing shapes floating around in the air and patterns and hilarious thoughts while listening to beach boys or john coltrane or what have you - weed taught me the ways of autechre, eric dolphy, maybe even my bloody valentine. most of my favorite albums are opened up in new ways while i'm high. and improvisation becomes a spiritual, mindblowing, beautiful experience of communication from person to person.
on the other side though for those same few years for the first hour or so of being high i would literally just sit in the pitch black of my room staring up at the ceiling - basically meditating on my thoughts. for weeks on end i would enter into infinity and voices from outside of my brain would tell me the ways of the universe. whats great is that the voices actually told me pretty legitimate shit. existence is a fractal. the universe is existence. everything exists at all times everywhere forever while no things exist nowhere some of the time behind a dry wall in the courtyard of maple dale high school and "believe me motherfucker that fan is way too loud." i was a teenager as most are when they start and i didn't know that what i was doing was probably unhealthy. i've seen "god" so many times while high. i've had thoughts inserted into my head by corporations. i've believed that if i didn't become christian and praise jesus that i was going to go to hell for eternity (this is extreme paranoia in my eyes). a message on a tv screen told me to kill my friend. not to mention the countless hours of extreme stress and high heart rate that smoking weed caused in my body - probably adding up and taking a toll later.
i only type all this to say - i've had some crazy times from weed! i miss those first 50 times smoking. i've never laughed like that since, and probably never will again.
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i hate the internet. i regret everything i type.
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that said, if the government or my parents are reading this, i don't use coke or heroin. but i did try coke once and it was hilarious how great of a time i had.
someday i'll try heroin once.
my philosophy is that you should do what you want to do to your body, you should experience what you want to experience. no shit.
but you cannot make drugs a consistent part of your life.
weed is terrible for me and just about everyone i know. we smoke it once a day for weeks on end and that's enough to make us lose all motivation, become depressed, anxious, insane, paranoid, over analytical. i seriously think weed is a dangerous drug - as all drugs are - and though it should be legal, there should also be warnings on the package NOT to do it if you have any mental health issues. also there should be support groups for getting off of marijuana - it doesn't have to be hardcore like AA or NA meetings, but it should be treated more seriously than it is ("WEED ISN'T ADDICTIVE," "WEED ISN'T A GATEWAY DRUG," "WEED IS HARMLESS," etc).
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dammit not this again. I said physical long term effects. I know acid/weed/shrooms can fuck some people up mentally, but compared to hard drugs it's no contest.
don't go with all that "I have a friend who can't even think normally" crap. that's to do with pre-existing mental conditions. like the saying goes, if it happened on lsd, it would have happened at some point in life.
i didn't quote you for the right reasons.
i thought people were quoting you because they like coke and heroin too. didn't even read your whole post.
i've been taking 60 mg of adderall once or twice a week for the past month or two. it is indescribably fun to work on music while on it.
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drugs that pose any sort of long-term physical damage eg cocaine, alcohol, tobacco, heroin, speed, meth, acid, pot, e
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this is dxm (in its good moments) for me:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RFunvF0mDw
this is it in its bad:
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dude dxm in one word:
weird
dxm in a sentence:
dxm is the worst drug because it inflicts you with down syndrome for 8 hours.
who were you in High school?
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lol. good point.
yeah i'm just kidding, in my eyes it was the best high school experience any person could ask for though. truly like a great high school movie or something, beautiful shit. most everyone i know would agree. i'm still friends with all those people. glorious shit.
well i've become wildly overweight and addicted to drugs and developed psychological disorders since then, but this is just the in between phase.
i wasn't popular or cool at all though
at all