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i need help finding a therapist. i don't have the money or the energy. i've had some pretty bad therapists before and i'm afraid the first one i see is going to be shit. i also don't have insurance and am afraid i'm going to be denied coverage
it's been nearly 2 weeks since my boyfriend said he needed to "think about things" and "isn't sure anymore about the future of our relationship". so we're probably gonna break up but he keeps sleeping in my bed and kissing me goodbye. it's so confusing. if this relationship continues i need to feel secure or else there's no fucking point. i can't handle this right now. i'm so nervous i feel sick
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everything just seems so absurd., i dont know what i
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could go out i suppose. but feeling too weird. just drinking alone, but it's kind of boring. i honestly have no idea qwhat i'm doing any
i spilled wine on my keyboard last week and some of the keys dont work anymore, including backspace
ahwell
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i don't know what to do
why can't i just stay in bed and die there
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everything
time to get really, really drunk
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the other day my dream featured a payphone that dispensed really thin joints for only a quarter. useful, but, i was trying to phone someone
i keep having these dreams where i try to speak but everything that comes out is nearly unrecognizable, extremely slurred speech, as if i were actually trying to speak from my sleeping mouth.
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nobody 2 talk 2
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being an anxious sketchbag, as usual. i'm on antidepressants now and they make me feel tired and sluggish. im a slug! revealing intimate information to strangers is definitely a first world problem
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the men i know in real life are not much different than the men of watmm :(
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that look on rick's face in the end made me lol a lot
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"shouldn't you know what the starting salary is for someone with the degree you're working on?"
uhhhh
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halloween weekend social obligations
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the tropes in this show are fucking hilarious, though i'm disappointed that none of the women are very badass.
i like how there are scenes with so much tension and then nothing happens, like when that kid took the melee weapons from the dead guy. then there are scenes like in the end where the kid was going towards the deer, and i was laughing my ass off because of that goofy smile he had on his face, and then BAM! i was totally shocked. lol irony
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i have to cram for an exam but all i wanna do is play starcraft 2 and eat pumpkin pie which ive been craving for like a week oh god i can barely handle it anymore
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quick everyone post more personal things to make eugene awkward
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sometimes pretending to be okay is just too fucking hard
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i have really really bad social anxiety, and it is exponentially worse when i'm depressed. this is not meshing well with school at the moment.
ditto. im tempted to drop one of my classes because of it.
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oh wait, this thread says stupid and that isn't stupid. now i feel stupid.
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Jack Layton died and I'm sad
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i stayed in tonight despite 3 people asking me what i was doing tonight (that never happens) because i have a paper due that i am very nearly finished but cant muster up the incentive to completely polish it. i had made a brilliant plan to interchange between playing minecraft and working on said paper tonight. it is the perfect motivation because there was this nuts ass place in minecraft i found but then died before i could jot down the coordinate, so i was going to go on a great adventure to find it again. i was pretty excited about this but then i discover the server i usually play on is down today now paper still isnt done and im stuck in the dreaded social network carousel trap where i just go back and forth between facebook, watmm, tumblr, etc, i even made a google+ account
what is wrong with my live. i shouldnt told god to go fuck himself so much
i think i got drunk on accident in the time it took to write this post. fuckin ocps and impulsivity
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broadcast - illumination
and feeling incredibly at ease.
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I was too cool for school. I skipped school pretty often. I didn't study, I didn't make an effort to get to know people. I was really quiet and apathetic. I had a solid group of friends, though, and I'm still close to them. We had video game parties. I smoked weed with the stoners sometimes, was a horny boyfriendless teen the entire time, hated student council, etc. I went to shows and had crushes on musicians. I hung out with idiots who played guitar in the hallways. I was nominated for 'Most likely to compose a song' at prom lolololol.
stupid first world problems you're dealing with
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heartbreak :(