well i do have the anton levay bible and i have read it. but i think that you should care about other people too. and don't physically harm anyone. but if someone gives you crap then you have to stand up for yourself or simply just ignore it.
That's great !
So atm, on a scale of one - ten. How depressed would you say you are. 1 being like not at all and 10 being you want to go kill yourself?
well i'm not so depressed to the scale of being suicidal. i'm probably a 6-7/10.
the satanism helps me alot actually. "do wathever you want as long as long as it doesnt go out on other people."
if i were forced to live in a christian family i would probably be ALOT more depressed. christianity is really one of the most hypocritical and evil religions i can think of.
i'm a philosophical satanist.
"oh you are sooo edgy you little brat"
no i do not think i'm being edgy.
you might want to watch this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRs8dpC5rl4&feature=related
went on a long bike ride today (15 km) like i used to do in 7th and 8th grade (8th and 9th grade in america) while listening to acid jazz. although i would bike about 30 km back then every second day, but it was still awesome. it's such a nice weather today too. i gotta start doing this more often.
it means that this life is just a virtual reality. and when i die it has only been 5 seconds of my real life and then i can just put some money in the virtual life machine again and live a new life.
well i've been depressed since 8th grade (wich is 9th grade in america i think?) and since then its uasually been like i'm depressed for maybe a half year and then i'm pretty happy a couple of months and then i get depressed again.
well i went trough a lot of pretty hard bullying over 8th grade (yes even physical violence) beacouse i came out as bisexual. i dont blame them though, i live in the country and people are retarded, scared and close minded around here. so they probably thought/think i'm one of those pink stereotypes when i actually consider myself more manly than the rest of them. and i use a lot of time to annoy myself over assholes. maybe thats a part of the problem.
1) well my last psychologist wich i had a half year ago sucked beacouse she didn't help me with what i seeked help for (depression).
i mentioned this guy that i just couldnt stand at school and then the whole therapy went on that. so im not doing that again.
2) tried meds. dont like it.
3) well that actually might work. thanks
that cold, clean, refreshing, white, wintery, discant sound that goes like TSS TSS TSS TSS in xtal.
i'm sorry, i have no idea what that sound is called.
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