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  1. On 5/5/2021 at 11:15 AM, Rubin Farr said:

    Dispensary next to the Chinese takeout, that’s ‘America.

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    The thing I don't understand about American medical cannabis is that they have dispensaries that are meant to be professional and have names like "liberty health sciences" but then inside their budtender is recommending a product called "Yuckmouth"

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  2. This thing has been known long enough to be in the Quran and nobody has thought of shining a flashlight in it.  Yet we have a wildlife documentary series made by people who filmed while being chased by bandits and scientists have been exploring (on top of and underneath) Antarctica and the Mariana Trench for decades, and we have even explored Mars multiple times (and Venus).  What the fuck, humanity?

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  3. 10 hours ago, ambermonke said:

    Got invited over to a Father's Day dinner last night, but once I got there I was told that the lasagna had to bake for an additional hour before it was ready. It wouldn't have been as bad if I weren't forced to miss an important YouTube live stream. I mean, if y'all are gonna ask me to show up at a specific time, then fucking have the food ready or close to ready at that scheduled time. Fucking step family dysfunction sometimes.

    I'm so sorry that you had to spend an hour of your life with your family on father's day.  What a tragedy.  Do you have a gofundme?

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  4. I just have a hard time getting to people.  Even the extraverted people I know are very unresponsive and even when I do get to them they're usually doing some boring shit halfheartedly and seem like they've been drained of the life they used to have.

    6 minutes ago, Cryptowen said:

    i don't feel more awkward post covid but i do feel less empathetic

    Same

  5. 3 hours ago, logakght said:

    i want to try that shit, i mean the magic mushroom shit. I´m a complete novice that smokes weed daily. How can I handle a mushroom? Tips for a beginner ?

    Try with ice cream or rolled into a fruit by the foot.  Typical beginner mistake is eating the dried caps by themselves, which is pretty unpleasant.

  6. 1 hour ago, logakght said:

    I´m a loner too and I embrace it. I tried to have a relationship, but even tho she loved me despite my personality, I simply could not feel "okay". I need to feel free to love and feel love. And people start to appreciate that sincerity

    Yeah, my problem is I can only fall in love with people I can't possibly have in a romantic way.  But I'm currently dating someone who I don't love and can't love.  Romance is a tasteless joke.

  7. Also, I've realized that a very effective way to deal with despair is by drinking a small amount of alcohol.  The mistake I made before was drinking and then drinking more and more, which actually produces the opposite of the desired effect.  But if I just drink half a beer and then stop for a while it keeps me at just the right state, where I'm happy and yet I'm still mentally aware and capable of doing most things (obviously not driving).

  8. 1 hour ago, zero said:

    if you're being serious about some of this stuff, have you considered talking to someone IRL outside your circle of friends about what you're feeling/experiencing? talking through things does help. if you're friends aren't an option as an outlet, then perhaps a counsellor/psychologist?

    I've been thinking about doing this again myself lately. been a long time since I went to talk to someone about stuff like that, and I do remember it brought some temporary relief. it was for social anxiety issues I was experiencing back in my early 20's.

    Nah, I don't think it's my problem I think it's society's problem.  We shouldn't be living in such an isolated way and I know I'm not the only one who's been left behind.  We just need to wait for the current iteration of human civilization to blow up into something else.  Until then, my problems are going to persist and I just have to deal with it.

  9. For some reason all of my friends have simultaneously stopped talking to me or become inaccessible right when I really can't be alone.  I don't understand why this doesn't happen to anyone else.  Most people seem to love solitude and make it through life without any difficulty, but I get stuck on the simplest things.  I can't focus on any distractions, they all feel shallow and pointless.  I've spent most of my week in bed, either sleeping or dwelling on my anxieties, with something in front of my face that I barely notice, vainly trying to convince myself that I'm calm.  I've been unbearably impatient and pissed off at everything and everyone, and the world only appears evil and sadistic.  The things that make other people happy look like spiteful mockeries.  The people who pretend to care about real problems are only trying to impress people so they can enjoy the same base pleasures without the underlying guilt.  How people can be so content with superficial comforts in this dimension of sorrow completely puzzles me.  One would have to be either profoundly stupid or despicably callous.  Or maybe there's a big secret to life that everyone knows but me.

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  10. I met a very recently homeless kid (only 21) who just got out of a foster home and spent the afternoon with him.  He told me that he found a rotting human head in an abandoned building and I'm unsure of whether I should let the police know.  I'm afraid of making myself a suspect.

    Other than that it was pretty chill, we had a lot of the kind of open conversation that you can only have with people who are at rock bottom.

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