drillkicker
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Oversalted my mung dal that ive been working on since last night
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Im still alive, and feeling very sleepy from the pills
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Update: apparently the money is from sales that happened back in april
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Bandcamp sent me $8 for recent digital sales but im not seeing any sales. Has anyone else experienced this? Did they fuck up?
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These pills are giving me the cardiovascular endurance of Chris Christie
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3 hours ago, Zephyr_Nova said:
What do the voices say?
Most of the time just random shit, like things people have said to me or random things ive heard or seen, but sometimes when im in a bad state the demon that lives in my shadow tells me that im dead and in hell and he owns my soul and if i dont do everything he tells me to then hes going to tell god about it and god will punish me even worse and i need to get far away from everybody and everything because nothing is real, its all fake and the world around me is designed to hurt me so the only thing i can do is act as unpredictably as possible in order to throw them off.
If you have ever seen welcome to the nhk its pretty much exactly like that.
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4 hours ago, Zephyr_Nova said:
I went on that stuff briefly in my early 20's, and was similarly effected.
It's not doing anything to stop the voices though, it's just making me tired. I think it's even making me more paranoid than i was before.
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17 hours ago, chenGOD said:
Plenty of LSD can change that.
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They put me on risperidone and now i feel so sedated that i can barely even think about getting up to do anything. Working on this shit is going to be really rough.
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I figured out that if you mix apple brandy with apple cider vinegar and tonic water then it tastes just like apple cider at a fraction of the cost.
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I had a dream that slavoj zizek was my roommate. He mostly just sat on the couch and typed with one finger but i got to impress girls at parties.
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I was sleeping in an abandoned basement at night earlier today but then i looked around me and realized that it was 11 in the morning and i was driving on the interstate. The sun was shining bright and everything appeared very suddenly.
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It seems that my new upstairs neighbor's favorite hobby is pacing from one end of his apartment to the other all day long.
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Sprained my wrist while riding my bmx bike and now i cant do shit with my right hand
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12 hours ago, user said:
A grotesque what though?
A grotesque noun
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We live in an age of people who simply do not appreciate the difference between a gargoyle and a grotesque
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18 minutes ago, milkface said:
a bit of alcohol and u guys go on meltdowns on internet forums, a bit of alcohol for me and i have your grandma in a headlock. we don't drink the same.
Im only like this before i start drinking
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I want to see mark suckerberg get his face painted with chicken shit. Chicken shit is actually a pretty valuable resource, people pay good money for it.
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Hey guys im drunk now so i feel 1000000x better
God bless gin
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15 minutes ago, Amen Lare said:
Jesus Christ didn't brought salvation to the world, to be exact
There are multiple senses to the word "world" and it can be used in various contexts. That verse is referring to the word as it's used to describe evil. Our world is the evil that jesus supposedly "conquered." What this actually means is that he just left it behind and delivered his chosen few through the narrow gate.
9 minutes ago, ignatius said:
Why did you post a picture of dave grohl in an arm wrestle with gwar
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And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;
That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great.
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Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a net, that was cast into the sea, and gathered of every kind:
Which, when it was full, they drew to shore, and sat down, and gathered the good into vessels, but cast the bad away.
So shall it be at the end of the world: the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just,
And shall cast them into the furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth.
QuoteHe will keep the feet of his saints, and the wicked shall be silent in darkness; for by strength shall no man prevail.
stupid first world problems you're dealing with
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I stopped taking risperidone and i feel really fucking weird. Im still tired but my brain is frustrated at how tired i am. I behaved dangerously today. I feel bad about it.