drillkicker
-
Posts
2,150 -
Joined
-
Last visited
-
Days Won
1
Content Type
Profiles
Forums
Blogs
Downloads
Store
Posts posted by drillkicker
-
-
This world that we live in is not the earth that religions refer to, but actually hell. Every one of us walking in this world is either a condemned soul or a demon created to torture the real people. Be extremely careful about feelings of happiness, theyre usually traps that have been set for you to suffer more. People who show you kindness and say they care about you are almost always demons working for the evil god.
Our god is a dog-god, with canid head and a harsh, rancorous voice that erupts through bared fangs and black maw, casting a cold miasma of rotting flesh as he calls each of us by name. He isnt connected to our sun but to sirius. He watches us from a distant star and sends out evil spirits from his throne.
We're sitting under the reign of archons, dwelling in mud. Our shelters, from destitute shanties to the magnificent facades of our metropolises are all constructed from materials dredged out of the earth and stacked up high. It's nothing more than an artifice and every structure we erect for ourselves is a monument to our pathetic blindness, our eternal and inescapable mortal poverty.
Our petty farces can do nothing to save us. Our distractions, our pursuits, our empty grasps at recognition from our fellow reprobate souls are only deepening our sorrow. There is no end to it, even death is just a continuation of the torture we're experiencing now.
I believe it's possible that there was once a benevolent and loving god, and that jesus christ brought salvation to the world, but this god only loved a certain few people, none of whom are still here. The ones who were loved have left this world. We are the descendants of Cain. We are forsaken and eternally cursed. We have no salvation. Every effort we make in life will collapse before our eyes and we will go to our mortal beds with a thirst that can never be satiated. God's love will never be shown to us. We are dead and we are walking in a world of death.
-
5
-
3
-
-
5 hours ago, cboyardeat said:
probably best to log out of a music forum
Im not on any music forums
-
1
-
1
-
-
I have an unhealthy relationship with music and i need to keep myself away from that shit
-
1
-
-
After trying to get back into my music projects i remember why i quit in the first place. I waste immense amounts of time working on something and then when it's done nobody likes it. I dont understand why i stuck to it for so many years. What a fucking stupid way to spend my time.
-
1
-
-
1 hour ago, zero said:
lol well based on some of the stuff you've been posting on here of late, you aren't exactly coming across as a reliable narrator. could be your split personality at work.
but seriously, I on occasion dig out stuff I recorded a long time ago, and also don't recognize it at all. but this is like random recordings from 2005, so don't think any brain is capable of deep diving that far.
hey at least you recorded it. the number of riffs/ideas I didn't jot down and are now long gone...
It sounds like it has a lot of work put into it though. An electroacoustic collage using a diverse sound palette. It is the same kind of stuff that i was making at the time that the file is dated to, and it's in my personal project folder where almost everything is my work, but i still feel like i should be cautious.
-
1
-
-
The file is in .au format, which apparently means it was made by audacity? It has to be my own work, but it's weird because i feel like i would have some memory of making it.
-
Im putting together another album and i wanna include a really cool piece i found in my projects folder, but im also worried that it might not have been made by me. How should i deal with this?
-
On 9/10/2021 at 7:18 AM, milkface said:
for real lol i wish the democrats were 10% of the "communists" people make them out to be hahaha american liberals are hilarious
just look at the look on her face, democrat politicians are still rich business people who are out of touch with reality and the working class. i don't see how any of them are "fighting for americans". they "fight" for the wealth of their friends and themselves
Why does she have morning glories in her sink
-
17 hours ago, Squee said:
You know what? Fuck her.
Good advice from Squee
-
1
-
-
4 hours ago, Zephyr_Nova said:
First they're sending captionless selfies. Next thing you know they're fucking you to death. It's a tale as old as time.
I truly hope not for she is in a long term relationship with one of my best friends. I think theyre doing an open relationship but still im not comfy with that.
3 hours ago, Silent Member said:You probably should've replied with a similar selfie and a 'sup. Person could be bored and wants to hang out or some shit.
I just made it weird with my paranoid shit, but we're hanging out tomorrow so it should be ok.
-
1
-
-
6 hours ago, iococoi said:
This guy is canadian as fuck and i hate it but his video editing is good enough that i still enjoy this
-
One of my pretty new friends just sent me a selfie for no apparent reason. No context or caption or anything. Is this something that people do?
-
Ive been talking to a girl from tinder for a week and she already wants to go out with me. I just wanted to sit at home and text with people. Fuck this bullshit.
-
1
-
-
I always feel like shit the day after a party. I drained at least a week's worth of dopamine last night and nothing's going on for me today so this halloween sucks.
-
-
13 hours ago, cwmbrancity said:
Plenty of demonic possession and horror here
Ok well i live in baltimore which is not really any different
-
1
-
-
On 10/25/2021 at 8:26 PM, toaoaoad said:
Indeed if Brian hadn't quoted me I would do one of my famous post- post-edits and changed it to Steep in the original post. Many of you would have already read it and cringed by that point, but at least future readers would never know
But my buddy Bri went and sealed my fate
What is wrong with me, how did I get so stupid
There would have been an "edited" timestamp, which would have ruined the joke even more
-
30 minutes ago, ignatius said:
do you have a playstation?
No but i have gin
-
I want my thoughts to stop
-
I feel like i just have a natural deficit in my GABA receptors. I need to keep a certain blood alcohol level to experience things the way most people do when theyre sober. Im sober now but i was drinking when i wrote the original post. Im a little less spooked now as well. I think staying away from music and other entertainment media has helped me. Therapy is coming soon but im not sure how itll help me. Sometimes i just see demonic influence everywhere and it makes daily life very spooky.
Sorry i made this weird thread, my euphoria wore off and now it's just weird. I dont disbelieve in demons but i dont know why i thought i needed to educate the world about them. It's very out of character.
Maybe i just wanted attention, or maybe i wanted people to think im not weird. It definitely backfired.
-
-
49 minutes ago, zero said:
well what are you waiting for then?
kidding. all that was a long time ago for me. I don't think I could handle psychedelics anymore. but I had a few interesting experiences in which I'm positive I saw demons/demonic shit. but so do a lot of people who dabble in that realm. in fact Albert Hoffman, the godfather of LSD, famously said this after one of his first trips back in the '60s:
I get invaded by demons. It's an ongoing struggle and I dont need lsd to summon them. They come on their own.
-
2 minutes ago, zero said:
demons only show themselves to you whilst your head is full of LSD. trust me on this.
Ive never done LSD
-
54 minutes ago, _vow_of_silence_ said:
Why would there be so much ancient art depicting demons if they arent real? The beings we see in our peripheral vision may not be hallucinations at all, but real creatures that are hiding from view.
-
1
-
This world was created by an evil god
in General Banter
Posted