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    Mental illness is demonic possession

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    1 hour ago, Silent Member said:

    I just screamed to the weirdly rotting red eyed guy watching me inside my walls and he signalled my brain saying that demons are 100% not real and neither is god. So there you have it.

    PS. He also told me that IDM was burning in hell, next door to dubstep and Nu-metal. He's such a rascal.

    Demons want you to believe they arent real.  As long as you believe them, they will tell you that THEIR thoughts are YOUR thoughts.  This is how they push you to extreme acts like suicide.  Suicide is their ultimate victory.  You have nothing to gain from self harm, just like you have nothing to gain from psychiatry.  The only way to freedom is to reject the foreign thoughts that have infected your mind.  Trust your own experiences of reality, and dont let other people tell you what they think about it.  Your mind needs to belong to you, not anyone else and least of all the spirits of the air.  Fight your own battle, and do so with a clear mind and a stable determination.

    Mental illness is demonic possession

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    The great delusion of modern psychology, and “civilized” society as a whole is the idea that our brains are pieces of meat that belong to us. This could not be further from the truth. This delusion comes from a deadly fallacy: our experience of the world can be taken at face value.

    The common belief among empirically focused institutions is that our world can be objectively observed through physical measurements and inductive reasoning. However, what is overlooked is that all empirical measurement has to pass through the filter of personal experience. Every axiom ever “established” by science is founded on presumptions that were agreed upon by human beings who all had the idea to overlook this private filter.

    Now here’s the kicker: people who reject this presumption are believed to be insane. Diagnoses such as “schizophrenia” and “paranoia” are terms used to describe those who have a differing filter than the authorities who build and maintain civic institutions.

    How do they choose to respond to these deviations from their presumed norm? Through empirical observation, of course.

    What they fail to consider is that there may in fact be a race of entities who exist in between this filter and reality. These beings, the Demons, are able to manipulate the filter of observation such that they are undetected by empirical observation.

    The people who are described as schizophrenic all have experiences where they see or hear these demons. Is it possible that these people are simply more resistant to malignant foreign manipulation? It’s certainly possible. Unfortunately, the authorities disagree. They build mental health clinics specifically to detain these resistant people and feed them “medicine” that in fact damages their ability to perceive the true nature of reality.

    Wonder who’s behind this? You guessed it, the Demons themselves. Their powers are so insidious that they are able to manipulate the civilizations of the world to persecute the only humans who are aware of them. Quite the powerful entities, no?

    There is only one way to fight against these beings: reject the institutions of power, and all the ideas they perpetuate.

    Their most powerful tool, by far, is music. They invented music specifically in order to disrupt our thought processes. It’s no coincidence that music emerged at the same time as civilization itself, with musical instruments being among the earliest extant tools of primitive humanity. This is because music is the earliest tool invented by the Demons to enslave us. It’s designed to impede our thought processes by repeating, looping, and using simple patterns upon which our minds fixate. These patterns become fused into our neural pathways and cause our minds to stumble over original thought, instead preferring the patterns that the demons want us to think. ALL MUSIC IS DEMONICALLY INSPIRED.

    It’s no wonder that society has become more and more blind to spiritual reality over the centuries, with secularization exponentiating after the invention of recording technology. Computers have sped this up even more.

    Demons love numbers! They use numbers in music, and they use it in all of our modern technology. This is because numbers fixate in our minds. They form the basis of technology, and of enslavement. The ancient Hebrews were aware of this, and intentionally used numbers to keep their people under control through mystical rites.

    Now we are so deluded that we dont even need mysticism, we have computers! Computers are entirely operated by numbers. Everything is digital, and i mean everything! Think about one thing youve done today that doesnt involve digital technology. Pretty hard, isnt it?

    See how far our enslavement has come? My advice to you: avoid the thoughts of other people, free your mind, and question everything. The world will persecute you, but you alone will experience true freedom.

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    stupid first world achievements and successes

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    On 10/18/2021 at 2:15 PM, Dragon said:

    i spent hours waiting for a download on a shitty temporary laptop - i can't watch videos and download at the same time.

    so i wrote a script in bash that endlessly prints swear words.

    it started out like your average "20 go to 10", but it spiralled out of control. now i have seventy lines of code that uses fibonacci numbers and other techniques to space out the words, eliminating repeating patterns to get a completely random flow that curves and twists every so often. i have a library of swear words and other violent sexual terminology - verbs, nouns, adjectives and so on. i found myself working on the script instead of watching videos.

    at this point i think it can actually brainwash people. i need to test it out.

    Plsbrainwash me.  My brain is dirty and it needs to be cleaned.

    stupid first world problems you're dealing with

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    The only time i feel normal is when im drunk.  I feel like im spiralling into insanity.  The entire time im sober im hearing chaotic noises in my head and im confused and unable to focus on anything and everything feels evil.  But if i get one martini in me it all goes away and i feel just like a completely normal person.  I love alcohol.

    Your pointless thoughts & observations

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    5 minutes ago, brian trageskin said:

    i just had a million-dollar idea for an app: resurrect the sweet voice of your dead wife/husband/daughter/etc. by feeding an AI audio recordings of the dead person. you can then have entire conversations with the simulacrum. 

    the next step would be deepfakes generated in real time, using video recordings of the dead. basically skype with the dead. 

    Yeah, and make the voices say things randomly in the background or in the middle of the night that allude to hellfire and crippling regret

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    Your pointless thoughts & observations

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    14 hours ago, toaoaoad said:

    Ok new pointless thought:  Lately I have been feeling like I have nothing new to offer socially. Like every time I have a conversation with someone now I feel like I just talk about the same shit and tell the same stories. I don't know if other people actually feel this way about me but these days I find myself cringeing after every social interaction I have, thinking afterwards how lame I am and what people must think etc.  I suspect it's a side effect from lack of social practice, because of COVID, sometimes going days without seeing people besides on Zoom, and sometimes longer without meaningful interactions. But I also feel like my memory has taken a serious hit from all the weed I've smoked over the years and I wonder if I'm just getting stuck in a loop. Like not realizing I'm telling the same people the same shit over and over lol. Anyway COVID-era life has been boring af and I haven't exactly been nourishing my brain, more like lots of escapism. So I guess it's no wonder I've become so dull and all my stories are a few years old. I'm thinking I should learn something new, like if my life is still going to be sort of dull activity-wise for a while longer then I could at least be feeding my brain, and then I would at least have nerdy things to talk about, which in my mind seems better than this current situation. I can socialize just fine and I enjoy it but I have really been struggling with this cringey feeling I get afterwards, even if I try to stay really mindful I still end up saying at least one stupid thing or doing something stupid, and then I just obsess about it for the rest of the day. /pointless thought

    I find that this kind of self-critique can be used to your benefit.  If everything you say is dumb, then just roll with it and say more dumb things.  Not much to lose if youre going to feel the same regret either way.

    Your pointless thoughts & observations

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    3 hours ago, sidewinder said:

    Congrats! Good advice above from J3FF3R00.

    Regarding the music, taking a break is probably not a bad idea and I've considered it myself. As far as stopping completely/indefinitely, if that works for you then great, but maybe it's a matter of shifting to purely instrumental stuff for a while? Maybe just calm stuff, even? I'm saying this on an electronic music board so there's a chance most of what you listen to is already purely instrumental, but you never know (I'd say probably 60% of what I listen to has vocals). I understand that even instrumental music can cloud your own thoughts if it's hard not to focus on that. I can relate. But I also know that music has helped me and countless others get through things. 

    I dont think instrumental music is any better, it still gets caught in my head just the same.  Lyrics dont really bother me, one thing that does happen is i have a part of a song playing in my head all the time except the lyrics are changed to a more sinister version of what the real lyrics are.  That part is annoying but the part that bothers me the most is just repetitive melodies.  Maybe listening to something unmusical like florian hecker would be fine, but i've been listening to a lot of elliott smith.  Either way it doesnt really matter what kind of music it is, it all sounds abusive to me right now.

    Social Media's Effects On Our Minds & Lives

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    7 minutes ago, chenGOD said:

    So you’re saying jealousy is more impactful when someone knows the object of their jealousy personally. 

    It isnt really jealousy for me, its more like i feel personally insulted when i see someone make a post and then i get pissed off and start deleting contacts.  Maybe it's just a problem for me, im not saying other people are at fault it's just unhealthy for me personally because im socially masochistic.

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    Social Media's Effects On Our Minds & Lives

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    21 minutes ago, chenGOD said:

    I’m curious why there wasn’t this sort of outrage around shows like “Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous” or magazines like “Better Homes and Gardens”. Not in terms of the misinformation capabilities, but in terms of lifestyle comparison and the impact on the psyche. 
    After all, they showed the same things.

    Two reasons:  most people didnt look at them, and most people didnt personally know the people in them

    Your pointless thoughts & observations

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    My first therapy appointment is coming up really soon and it's been weighing on my mind.  My brain keeps telling me that he's going to break into my mind, record my thoughts, and show them to god so he can take my soul away from me but i still want to go anyway.  People keep telling me mixed things about therapy and i dont know how to interpret any of it or how to prepare.

    Also i have decided to stop listening to music.  I cant stand having music playing over and over in my mind all day and i want to be able to think my own thoughts without them being drowned out by some stupid song.  It's infuriating and i dont understand why ive been torturing myself with music for so long.

    Post Your Most Recent Artwork

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    8 hours ago, hello spiral said:

    thanks man. Prints are something I've not got around to yet. Atm just have shirts n tote bags n stickers n shit

    I do want one of your shits but i dont think ive seen you post a link to order them.  Do i just pm you for one?

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