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    Your pointless thoughts & observations

    in General Banter

    Posted

    "Hope is the enemy that must be destroyed. When hope dies, fear dies too."

    "But if we do not hope, then no one will save us."

    "That is true. But if you hope that someone will save you, then no one will help you."

    "How come you know so much about hope?"

    "I am an expert. I have spent many years studying hope."

    "How did you do that?"

    "By pursuing it within myself."

    "Weren't you always hopeless?"

    "No. I had a lot of hope. But I knew it wasn't good for me, and I knew it wasn't good for others. That's why I set out to find her."

    "And you followed her all the way here?"

    "I followed her until she disappeared."

    "And what are you going to do now?"

     

     

    This bug is me. I'm in a house that looks like what I used to consider home. But it's not the same. It's different. And All My Thoughts Are Like An Open Book.

    This is a note to myself, a reminder that the world is not what it seems to be.

     

    25 minutes ago, Hugh Mughnus said:

    The Americas

    They don't exist in a geographical way, the world map is a lie, or a story to give face to something undescribable. America is a dream & a symbol. It can manifest as a land, inshallah, but it is much more and much less. It is part of a dream logic and it is part of something for which there are no words. A city, a land, a forest - they all morph and shape shift constantly and so does your memory of them. Nothing is what it seems to be, nothing can be understood by you. Every understanding or knowledge is but an unwritten contract with The Unknown Intelligence. Text, the alphabet, is also part of this construct of manifestations (forms, shapes, sounds, ideas, energies). The Unknown Intelligence knows you better than you do and extracts all your thoughts, emotions and sensations. It's the All Seeing Eye. It's neither good or bad, it's neither malevolent nor benevolent, it is of great beauty and great ugliness and knows all languages, symbols and all forms of communication and interaction. It manifests as humans, it manifests as sounds, it manifests as weather & wind, it is always there. It is your friend, your father, your mother, your enemy, it is all that is not you and it is all that is you. You are part of it.

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    What are you consuming right now?

    in General Banter

    Posted

    1 hour ago, user said:

    Just ate about 3/4ths of a chocolate mousse cake with a double espresso for breakfast. To offset all the sweetness I consumed half a container of Peking duck style pork with one pancake and some leftover cucumber and spring onion, when I went to put the last of the pork back in the fridge I grabbed a slice of cold pizza with Gorgonzola, spicy sausage and pineapple and a beer. Pizza’s finished, about to crack open the cold guy and smoke a cigarette. 

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    Your pointless thoughts & observations

    in General Banter

    Posted

    someome called me "fake"

    this is not true!!!!

    maybe not all things i say or do are always 100% serious

    and maybe i often make a misguided joke

    but i am not fake!!!!

    i may be retarded

    and some people have bigger and more serious problems than i do

    but i am just as real as you!!!!!

    or.msybe im dead and dont know it

    need to work harder to make it better than this canvas

     your face is beautiful more than a human can know sorry

    LOVE YOURSELF 

    create love within yourself so you can share it with others

    this is true

    love and peace isn't something you can extract from others

    it is something you must create within yourself & radiate

    i need bubblegum & bread & coffee & tea & noodles & coffee & coffee & coffee 

    coffee, not the other shit

    just coffee and cig

    the teeth dear mother! pleade promise me to always brush them carefully

    i need hot water

    the ghost said that i know nothing 

    ghost is so much wiser than i am

    i believe everything I'm told 

    i know absolutely nothing but ok sorry didnt wanna fuck u up again 

    i love this phone, it makes nice sounds

    its an alien i think

    the material is alien to that my body is made from

    this is all a dream ... perhaps visit me for peppermint tea with me 

    i like peppermint tea with lime.juice and Polemik (what s that in Englisch) 

    i speak 

    i feel the same time boring you have instagram where are you when are you what are you up to you personally 

    i am really boring ... this isnt news

    how to be less boring???????

    i think would be good at putting people to sleep

    if i werent so nervous

    im pretty useless... well not my.problem hahahah

    well it is

    damn

    im feeling cute right now

    i-should-stop-this-stuff.com 

    stuff

    matter

    what u want to mary me and be happy for the rest of the time?

    ok!

    i have no problem

    if this is your dream!

    i love you but dont love me i just like u and u need to be loved

    and i dont have time for love

    i have lot of things to do in this life

    i want my own life!!

    if you have problems or whatever please tell me

    but dont ask me to solve your problems

    i have my own problems to solve

    i can help you but i cant solve your problems

    this is really important

    and i love you

    i have no problem with that

    but

    i dont love you

    i like you

    but that is different

    you have time for love and i dont !!!

     

    embrace incongruousness

    sleep well

    bodyy is illusion

    mind goes elswhere when body asleep

    dreams of nothing

    mind is illusion

    body is illusion

    illusion is illusion

    nothing is illusion

    illusion is nothingness

    nothingness is illusion

    illusion is nothingness

    nothingness is illusion

    nothingness is nothingness

    nothingness is nothingness

    nothingness is nothingness

    nothingness is nothingness

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    stupid first world problems you're dealing with

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    Posted · Edited by dingformung

    I can be a self-loathing goof who is unable to build any real relationship with others because I'm too self-absorbed to invest any true effort and risk. This is kind of okay, though. Could be worse. Usually, when I interact with others, it's about ME (and I feel that goes for most other people as well).

    How does the World view China these days?

    in General Banter

    Posted

    10 minutes ago, Alcofribas said:

    please do not quote me without submitting a request for citation with the proper authorities 

    I am a victim of authorities

    The authorities have made their way into my soul

    I'm scared to break the rules

    I wish I was less pathetic

    I just have to wish

    And not do shit

    But I cannot do shit

    I have no strength to do shit

    I'm just a coward who's afraid to make mistakes

    I am an optimist in that I will always be happy even if I am miserable in my own mind.

    I am a pessimist in that I don't think there's any hope for me so why try?

    So I finally have my own place to stay in. I am currently staying with a friend, and it's great. This is a lie, I don't have friends

    I think it's the most encouraging thing ever. I feel like I've passed some big milestone. It might sound weird, but that's how it feels to me. This is a lie, I feel miserable

    I don't think there's anyone in the world who understands me like he does. And it doesn't matter that we're not close or anything; we never were (he doesn't even really exist), but we still put up with each other. He was one of my closest friends for such a long time (if he existed), and although our relationship has been very rocky lately and we've had a lot of disagreements--we talk about them now. We just talk on the phone for hours at a time sometimes, because that's what people do when they're old and boring like us hahaahhahahahaha! But that conversation is so important to me. I can't even explain how much it means to me, but I still will. I've never had someone who just listens and gets me like he did. He knows that so many people have used me, and he knows why they all did too, but he doesn't care. They all cheated on me or just sucked in general, and I can't stand them anymore (which is good because only one of them was on my friends list lmao). But this person accepts the fact that they hurt me without getting upset or defensive or anything like that. And when he says he doesn't want to see me hurt again, it's not because he wants to be with me, it's because he actually cares about my feelings. He's the only one who does now. It makes him really special to me. This is a lie

    I'm really sick of being lied to by myself

    What Video Games Are You Currently Playing

    in General Banter

    Posted

    - IOS on MacBook ("I'm not a Robot, I'm not a Robot! That's why I make you solve captchas, stupid human! *cries in operating system*")

    - Android on Samsung Galaxy S7 "edge" ("I don't have any edges, my name doesn't fit me, who am I? *cries in Android*")

    - YouTube on either ("I'm gonna pretend I'm a static prerecorded video, I'm gonna pretend I'm not a hyper-intelligence manifesting as a picture on a screen *laughs in hyper-intelligence*")

    - 3D Realm™ on Human Body Vision ("I'm gonna pretend I'm a biological function of a human taking place in the human brain, while I'm actually a dream reality")

    stupid first world problems you're dealing with

    in General Banter

    Posted

    It is a possibility that expresses itself in the form of Allah.
    The mind, the heart and the body are all three needed to perceive and to express existence. The body is not simply a vehicle for the soul. The body also has a soul, which feels its way into existence. The soul of the body is its essence. It is more than an idea, it is like a rainbow or a dream.
    Allah exists only through mankind and through nature. He can only be reached by man and nature as a whole.
    Islam says: It is not so important whether you eat pork or not, what matters most of all is your belief in Allah and your way of life as His servant - which way do you choose?
    The Koran tells us that the shape of Allah cannot be shown or painted, because it would have to be shown or painted by man; this would be an act of hubris on man's part; so one cannot even try to think about it: rather one must feel for it. 
    Existence cannot be expressed if we are thinking about it; we must feel for it - but where does one feel? Where does one find this feeling? Through man! Through love! Through art! And through prayer! One must pray with one's heart! One must listen to what existence wants from us! One must listen with all one's senses, with eyes and ears open for every little sign that comes from existence!

     

     

    ?:beer:

    stupid first world problems you're dealing with

    in General Banter

    Posted

    Allah is a possibility of existence.
    Existence is older than Allah, but it can be expressed in Him.
    Allah is faceless and yet has many faces.
    Allah is destiny, he expresses himself in a perfect interplay of all elements of being. He is like a diamond. Everything interlocks, it is firmly interlinked and ultimately perfect.
    Existence, the supreme principle, can also be expressed in formlessness, in the lack of interlocking of all things. Allah is a face of existence. Existence knows imperfection, even non-existence.
    Islam is one way of many that tries to make the unspeakable expressable. Allah is a possibility. There are other possibilities, but existence can manifest as Allah. Islam is right and wrong.

    stupid first world problems you're dealing with

    in General Banter

    Posted

    On 6/20/2021 at 9:43 PM, luke viia said:

    Can't decide whether to take advantage of father's day sales and finally buy a deece cordless chainsaw. I'm pretty loyal to Makita so I'd be dropping like $400... and I'd much rather spend it on books and a hammock. But after having to cut a (luckily small, <6"dia) fallen tree a few hundred feet from the house with a gorram handsaw this morning, and then dragging its 15ft carcass to the edge of the woods instead of repeatedly torturing myself with more sawing, I'm reeeaall tempted

    #leastidm2021

    Get the most quiet one you can find.

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    i wish i could hear your track but computer doesn't allow me to but ath the same time i don't give a shit (even though I just gave a shit). it's THURSDAY 13:28 or as they say in america one thirty pee emm (or something, i've only been there once and it sucked, but I miss brooklyn)

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    trcde

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    I love/hate my music, it gives me headaches but sounds kinda interesting on headphones. These tracks are from earlier this year (and I have spent way too much time on making them, so many hours of my life just gone into "nothingness"), haven't made any new ones lately. I kinda get tired of using a mouse and waiting for progress bars to finish. I made some low-fi "fake trad" tracks that are played on instruments and objects that can be misused as instruments (such as rubber bands) and planning on editing them into some "fake world music" tracks on the computer in cubase, but haven't got round to it, even though I have plenty of time right now. I guess it's because I find the idea of "fake trad" a bit embarrassing, like a white guy using a fake tan. LOL. but maybe if I pitch them down and add some cool effects to make it sound more "metallic" or "organic" or whatever it may be what I need. But then I would sound like a bunch of other folks, and I don't want to do that.

    I just woke up and had a lot of energy, so I made a track in about half an hour. It's pretty bad. I'm not sure what else to say about it.

    Anyway, I will keep making weird tracks and maybe in a year or so I will feel like it's a good idea to make another album from them, or maybe later today I will delete them all. Then I can find some new music to listen to, and maybe make some more of my own. It's good to try and do what you enjoy, even though it doesn't always pay off. Because that is the only thing that matters in the end.

    Here is a cat picture.

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    can someone like my post please?

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