Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i was diagnosed 2 months ago back in berlin, my symptoms were getting really bad i was completely manic one day of the week and then suicidal the rest. my fiance took care of me but it was a lot of pressure for him. my fiance and my mom decided it would be best if i got treatment in california for 3 months where my family is and where there is more support. i flew in to california and my fiance flew in a week later. one day after he was here he says that he cannot be in a relationship anymore and that he doesn't love me anymore. i tried to kill myself. i slit my wrist. they took me to a mental hospital and i just got out yesterday. i feel a little more stable now, less rage than before. the lithium, gabapentin, klonopin and ativan really help. i don't think i can go back to berlin now because i don't have the financial means to start over again in europe and on my own. i am trying to get figure out exactly what to do, but i feel so confused and overwhelmed. i want to focus on making work so that i can keep selling and try to support myself. i was thinking i could move to LA because i like living in big cities but it is not too far away from my family. please don't be cruel when replying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest hahathhat Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 your web site is absolutely amazing and i hope you stick around to make more of it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SR4 Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 ummm....is this real? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Oh shit petr. I'm really sorry to hear this, you need to stay with your family right now, where you have support and essentially can be looked after, as child like as that may sound thats what you need right now. I'll spare a thought for you in my prayer tonight. Be well and I'll send as much positive energy as I can (hippy I know). God (Good orderly direction) bless xxx. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SR4 Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i like that acronym. very Gary Busey. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SR4 Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 but if i sounded cruel i apologise, i seem to remember you being a very offcolor character. all i can say is take it easy for a few weeks, exercise, do something to keep yourself creative and positive. eat healthy, listen to uplifting music, read the bible, quran, or anything else that you dig on spiritual message wise.\ dont hate your fiance, its an immense thing to deal with bipolar disorders, on both sides of the spectrum. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Siegecow Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 aw, pete chin up lad youre a prolific dude, you'll find success no matter where you go. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SR4 Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 lady Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Siegecow Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 laddie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 thank you for the kind replies Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Franklin Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 one hell of a post Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jeremymacgregor87 Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 do you play an instrument? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sidewinder Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 I don't know you, but I wish you all the best is getting your things in order and starting fresh. It's nice that you'll be around family. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Z_B_Z Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 heavy stuff. keep looking toward the future and youll eventually pull through. nothing lasts forever. not the bad or the good. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fred McGriff Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 all the best, petr, hope you get better. you are lovely and you have lovely ideas no homo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SCONES TO DIE FOR Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Good luck at getting better. SB always seemed bad for my mental health though. Don't know what it is about that place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i dont know if anyone remembers my last watmm thread about when my computer wouldnt turn on, but i was manic as balls when i wrote it actually i was manic when i wrote most of my watmm threads Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest abusivegeorge Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Yes I remember that, the post was completely incoherent, as I imagine, at the time, was your thinking. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest chax Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i can't imagine being in that situation, but just remember to never stop taking your medication. also you now have an advantage in the creative realm that believe it or not might actually be extremely beneficial to you. in fact being diagnosed as bipolar might actually be an advantage: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creativity_and_mental_illness aren't people with bipolar supposed to be more creative? it seems like the majority of members on watmm have some kind of psychological disorder. i wonder why that is Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 all the best, petr, hope you get better. you are lovely and you have lovely ideas no homo thank you fred that means a lot i didn't know that you knew i existed on this forum until now i can't imagine being in that situation, but just remember to never stop taking your medication. also you now have an advantage in the creative realm that believe it or not might actually be extremely beneficial to you. in fact being diagnosed as bipolar might actually be an advantage: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creativity_and_mental_illness aren't people with bipolar supposed to be more creative? it seems like the majority of members on watmm have some kind of psychological disorder. i wonder why that is i am an artist so i guess it is an advantage it is also believed that van gogh and jackson pollock had bipolar Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thehauntingsoul Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Sorry to hear about all that stuff, *virtual hug through watmm* also earlier someone mentioned you had a website and I checked it out, this is surreal trippy shit, very awesome! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karmakramer Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Petr I don't know you very well, but I hope all the best in these tough times, I'm sure I speak for everyone here in saying that you'll always have our support and anytime you need advice or help we'll be more than open to listen and help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 oh ihope you checked out my real website and not my friends website i had up on my watmm profile. i finally changed it to my real website also i changed it that i am a girl, finally Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thehauntingsoul Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 http://www.petracortright.com/? http://www.petracortright.com/malefemalechild.html this one is blowing my mind. I suppose you're supposed to play them all at the same time, yes? I was laughing my ass off at the crying dude talking about some program Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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