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I met a satanist in high school. Really cool dude, loved his music too. Who said you were an edgy little brat? How do you feel your philosophical satanist pertains to your depression if in any way?

What are your religious beliefs and/or philosophies atm.

nope, it was kind ass bud, everyone else smoking it was a-oh-kay high off their tits, but i was freaking out in the corner. i smoked a lot for about 6 years (as in, the longest i went without weed for 6 years was maybe two weeks) but the more i smoked the more it got to the point where it would just make me go inward, which then made me freak the fuck out. now i can't really touch the stuff. someone posted in the anxiety thread a study about how using weed a lot as a teen can lead to massive anxiety in one's late 20s and welp, hello late 20s, hello anxiety. also the reason i smoked so much was self-medication and i'm frankly much better off now (on brain drugs and in therapy) than i was then. To much of anything is bad no doubt. I never said abuse the stuff. Also I might be better off cause I don't have depression but I still smoke weed like every day. But I also never did it in my teens. I'm starting out in my 20s. Now 21... If you are a teen and are depressed well as stated on here that is just teen stuff. I wouldn't tell anyone to medicate that with anything other than growing some balls or if your chick some tits I guess. That's what I did shit. But if you want to try and obtain some real answers and if you are really down under. I recommend THE SAVIOURS OF GOD Spiritual Exercises by Nikos Kazantakis. Its short, really deep but perfect for people in there 20's or late teens. Its really deep though so even though its a short book detailing what I'd call the proper mentality on life you might have to re-read it a few times to grasp what he is talking about. Best of all here it is. http://www.angel.net...c/askitiki.html The title in Greek (Original) is Askitiki) Its probably even better for those individuals who don't want to believe in all the religious mumbo jumbo to feel good. The guy ended up being excommunicated for one of his earlier books and on his tomb stone he wrote "I hope for nothing, I fear nothing, I am free". I understand depression can stem from hormones/chemical imbalances but if your nerves are just firing in the wrong places try to set them on the right path and just read that shit.

I JUST SMOKED A BOWL AND I AM FREAKING OUT MAN OH GOD MY HEART IS STOPPING AND I THINK I'M GOING TO POOP MY PANTS not really but the last time i smoked weed it was a bit like that You either got some laced shit or just snicklefritz. That is why if it were legal, it would be regulated and people would know exactly what they are getting. Unless you got a very trust worthy dealer (and even then) you can't be sure the Skywalker or OG kush you are getting are just that (respectively). Then again, weed isn't for everybody. But if your down in the dumps, got 20 bucks to spare and never tried weed then give it a try :D

HEY EVERYBODY EVERYBODY EVERYBODY CHILL! JUST CHILL ! WAIT ONE GOD DAM SECOND AND CHILLLL!!!! Smoke some pot. Smoke a bowl for the soul and let the rest flow yo!

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How old is the OP?

If you are so depressed go volunteer to help someone else out. Big Brothers and Big Sisters, fire department something...

The dude should read nikos kazantzakis the saviors of god. I actually think everyone should. Its like the perfect manual for the human race. http://www.angel.net/~nic/askitiki.html Then he should re-read it and make sure he understands the deep, obvious, yet not so obvious words of this book.

You just summed up the world right there. People agreeing and disagree about this and that. Well said.

Untitled 9 Sounds like that met track ( I think that is what it was called) that RDJ played live at a concert somewhere (Percussion Wise).

Parents are sending me to Greece this summer to see family when I should be spending more time working to pay off tuition to register for classes next semester.

yeah but to repetitive to be RDJ IMO.

Are the songs labeled on youtube correct? Or are they mismatched? EXample. THis is correct or incorrect title? [media=] [/media]

Just now listening to this dude. EPIC love Iffy ACid E1 I'm pretty sure its just some new kid on the block whom after years of listening to IDM music had his fill and set out to create new worlds for IDM lovers to explore.

So it at avengers movie and thought they were making a live action Dead Space movie.

Fucking cleaning house and doing backyard work for Easter. Lame.

Hm, how is it not suitable for kids? Both Ren & Stimpy and Invader Zim were a lot more hardcore than what you can find on Adventure Time. That show is about friendship and having fun. If I had kids I would be watching Adventure Time with them to teach them the importance of friendship and to look on the positive side of things just like Finn and Jake do. Nothing ever lets those two down. Yeah I have np with it or kids watching it. Loved Invader Zim as well as a child.

holy shit, i did this exact same thing yesterday, lol. we watched the one with the cat assassin and the raspberry princess. Fucking awesome yo. We might have even been doing it at the same time O_O. Whoa.

I've been smoking and watching adventure times with my friends. That show is amazing, how it is suitable for kids though is beyond me. Yay! Desensitizing!

I don't play pool, but uh... power shot?

I'm hungry and all restaurants are closed and I don't want to eat crappy fast food. Looks like I'll starve :(

watmm is in the wiki http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geogaddi The track "Gyroscope" contains samples of a numbers station sampled by Sean Booth of Autechre, as confirmed by a representative ofHexagon Sun on the WATMM forum. [1] Didn't know that. And further reading bout numbers stations is just crazy. I did not know that.

So thats how he got his tracks to sound so good. Appealing to our subconscious sexual desires. That Richard is one tricky cat. Whoa cool!