Hugh Mughnus

also, glad to see you back A/D, long time not see/chat

Any advice for me guys? I've been struggling with alcoholism for years. I've always used alcohol to medicate, though I'm not sure if that's just for anxiety or depression also. I've definitely thought about just offing myself plenty of times. I know I have social anxiety for many complex reasons but... I don't know what to do here. I'm fighting both cyclical depression and constant anxiety. =/

lol embrace the madness friend

I've recently had similar problems (with all of the family/money troubles etc). The doctor just told me to take ativan before bed. Wish I had some advice but I'm still struggling so I don't really.. Hang in there!

Great job getting this to all come together guys, good effort!

holy crap, sorry to hear that. I hope kitty is ok. That happened to our cat last year, we found a big pool of blood and pee mixed together. After the vet looked him over, he had nothing wrong with him, no kidney stones or anything... Hope the same outcome for your kitty.

I knew he was friends with ceephax actually, he's credited on one of ceephax' releases but I don't remember which... Also I think he was in one of Andys youtube vids =/

Thanks! Also apparently he has 2 ltd edition cassettes and a "massive digital release" in the works for this year (if I recall correctly from one of the other trackermatte threads). Mattias.... would you be onboard with maybe one of the members adding all of the old releases to a .rar file? You could put it on your bandcamp. This would be great as it would all be in one place for your fans (there's lots of us!), and you could put a "name your price" down for it to get some donations from it. Thoughts?

original post updated with Fear's list!

Seems that uncertainty is a natural feeling with the start of a new job. I'm having a similar FWP - I want a new job, but I don't know if I'm skilled or qualified enough to get one. Well, you grow each time you get a new assignment, so in the end a lot of people will be qualified for whatever job they want - more or less. This company is looking for a sound engineer for voice overs and I've barely ever worked with voice overs, but I told them I had... I dunno. I guess, I done gone fucked up. Fake it til you make it. That's what I always tell the wife. lol

Thanks for the info Mr! I'm surprised to hear your opinion on your earlier works, Rave Partner is one of my favorite of your releases, so bangin'! It sounds like we've got a pretty decent list going guys, thanks for the help.

Maybe a reflection of the continuing escalation of the Russia/Ukraine crisis?

I agree sunshine, Boards have always been on the minimal side of composition. A few layers and a huge mood. In that regard, Tomorrow's harvest is no different, only a bit colder and more distant, perhaps. Less human, more alien. All of it sounds like the cold war to me. cold earth, cold war.. etc etc. Whole album sounds like a soviet dystopian society. I like it.

this.... these people sound crazy. Who asks a guy to whip his dick out to her friend? that is a strange female, I think.. . and then to get mad at it...? I'm alright with the dick whipping out (some people are free spirits or sexually free or whatever) but to get mad at it being erect? LOL Usagi find some new people to hang out with (though from your post this sounds thoroughly amusing as long as you don't get mixed up in it). Pics of the people usagi. we need pictures.

cheers buddy thanks actually I take that back! No download available "This playlist is empty. "

Dystopicus was recently linked to by "The Burglar" (Mattias) as being by Trackermatte. Can you confirm? Same with Naturkollektion, found it on his website under Trackermatte! Edit: where is Hologram 7 available for purchase? Everyone, links to these for purchase or download will add to the value of this thread.

Alright WATMM..... We've been chatting in CHATMM and decided this thread should be dedicated to knowledge about Mattias Ostling and all of his aliases releases. There is no information about him on discogs, and his releases are scattered amongst many aliases and many different webpages. The ultimate goal of this thread is to get a reasonably accurate list of his aliases and releases under said aliases, and translate this over to discogs so that he may get more recognition. Dirqual - Sonic S&M Meltdown (2002) Neurophastic - Mi12Promo1 (2002) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Crossdaddy Bonebags (2002) Dirqual - Farm Sluts Gone Wild (2003) Dirqual - Tolerable Cruelty (2003) Dirqual - 18 track comp (2003) Neurowanker - Humming Closet (2003) neurowanker - my famous jazz recordings vol. (2002) Neurowanker - Vol. 1 (2003) Neurowanker - Music Flag (2003) Cagliostro - Compliation 04 (2004) Dirqual - Lowing the Mellow (2004) Dirqual - Single (2004) Mattias - Suck My Baseline - Ride My Snare (2004) Sid Quincy - Quirky Choons (2004) Mattias and his extraordinary Robotic Orchestra - Escape from Allum Prime (200?) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 1 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 2 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 3 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 4 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 5 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 6 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Acid EP 7 (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Shared on his Computer (2005) Crossdaddy Bonebags - Crossfather Force (2006) Mattias Östling - Spectoculon EP (2006) Mattias Östling - Stengatan Tracks (2006) Chromium Serpent - The Serpent Vol. 1 (2007) Chromium Serpent - The Serpent Vol. 2 (2007) Chromium Serpent - The Serpent Vol. 3 (2007) Mattias Ö - Dystopicus (2007 Mattias Ö - Nintendohäxans Berg (2007) Mattias Ö - Naturkollektionen (2008) Trackermatte - Rave Partner (2008) Trackermatte - Hippie Express (2009) Trackermatte - Nollpunkt Terminator (2009) Mattias Östling & Simon Frank - Mattias Östling & Simon Frank (2010) Trackermatte - The Splattered Blouse EP (2010) Trackermatte - Lazers Unending (2011) Trackermatte - Hologram 7 (2011) Rolando Simmons - Volume 1 (2012) Rolando Simmons - Volume 2 (2012) Rolando Simmons - Volume 3 (2012) The Florist - Psinenk (2013) Trackermatte - Shadow Festival (2013) Trackermatte - Dark Door (2014) Trackermatte - Wasteland Boutique (2014) Trackermatte - Planar Mists (2014) Rolando Simmons - Magic Crystal (2015) Trackermatte - Dreamhunter (2015) Rolando Simmons - Volumes 1-4 (2015) Rolando Simmons - Rolando Simmons (2015) Rolando Simmons - Garden Sync (2015) The Florist - Growth (2015) Rolando Simmons - Magic Crystal Remixes (2015) Trackermatte - Dreamhunter 04>14 2 (2015) Rolando Simmons - Yuo're Life (2016) Rolando Simmons - Bridgeland Part 1(2016) Rolando Simmons - Human Touch (2016) Trackermatte - Na (2016) ​Rolando Simmons - Bridgeland Part 2 (2016) Rolando Simmons - Walk on Strawberries (2016) Penelope - WIGD - The Rolando Simmons RMXS ​Rolando Simmons - Bridgeland Part 303 (2017)

This beaut... been a while since I've heard it. One of my favorite songs of all time I think.

From earlier this year... alpaca attacka!

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Wow That is really strange.

Dude- lookin' quite testosterone pumped there, mang. Kudos to the functions of your testicles, perhaps.Fanks Spiral already mentioned i got some big bawlz. I'm glad my package is finally getting the attention it deserves I think he was referring to spiral. lol