kaen Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 hey petra, sorry to hear you are going through a bad patch, i suffer with bpd too and quite frankly i dont expect anyone to ever put up with the amount of shit i can give a person. keep working, keep the creativity alive and come to england for a visit sometime, ill teach you how to smash through drywall properly. much loves Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 hey petra, sorry to hear you are going through a bad patch, i suffer with bpd too and quite frankly i dont expect anyone to ever put up with the amount of shit i can give a person. keep working, keep the creativity alive and come to england for a visit sometime, ill teach you how to smash through drywall properly. much loves can you show me how to kickbox through a dry wall or is that the same technique Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 stay of the Lithium, that shit eats away your teeth quickly. uh but that is what is keeping me sane Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zephyr_Nova Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 stay of the Lithium, that shit eats away your teeth quickly. uh but that is what is keeping me sane Erm, yeah... teeth can be replaced! (not that that's ever likely to be a problem anyway.) Sanity's a trickier thing to put back together. Petr, it sounds like you're doing an incredible job of getting things back together considering what you've been through. Just keep doing what you're doing now, and I gauruntee you'll find tons of people who will understand and relate. This thread has actually come up at a rather fortuitous time for me, as last night I had an experience which left me a little shaken and afriad I might relapse back into mania at some point, probably not in a good way. I've been self-medicating with music for the last five years or so, but I'm starting to think I may turn back to the meds if need be. I was debating sending this as a private message rather than sticking it out in the open like this, but seeing other bipolar members respond has been weirdly comforting, so I figured I'd do the same in the hopes that it would be comforting to someone else in a similar situation. I recommend channeling into your art as much as possible --I love it by the way! We definitely need way more of that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Benedict Cumberbatch Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 if he left because of it then he wasn't good enough for you anyway. good riddance i say. next Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
perunamuusi Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 sad hospital photo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alcofribas Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 fuck i'm sorry to hear this. *sends love* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Franklin Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i am in a sympathetic mood currently Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Go watch New Moon!! Sorry to hear your story, listen to the Kelpe 'Crispy Juice' mix! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OneToThirtySix Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 You look contented, actually, and rather lovely, despite the clinical theme in the background. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ward Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Yes I like the nose and lip combo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest pantsonmyhead Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 my lady left me in low last summer she was fine with the manic parts but coulcn't handle legitimate depression since then I've tried to put all my negative energy into my art, and i't been more succesful than ever the best part of advice i got though, that kinda hurt at first but has grown on me as an awesome defense mechanism: "Fuck that bitch" from my bff and mutual friend of my gf and I and it's true fuck that bitch I'm a eat a sandwich and she can't have none p.s. if you have bi-poloar brought on by social anxiety like i do xanax is a godsend Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 she was fine with the manic parts but coulcn't handle legitimate depression this is exactly what happened with me, he was fine with the mania but couldn't stand for the depression Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest pantsonmyhead Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 she was fine with the manic parts but coulcn't handle legitimate depression this is exactly what happened with me, he was fine with the mania but couldn't stand for the depression fuck that bitch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 update i feel worse than shit today i took too much medication last night. not an overdose i just took my migraine pain medication which makes me sick. ive been throwing up all morning. the would have been migraine has been replaced with incredible pain. last time i take pain killer with anti anxiety. god fuck this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest mafted Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 now you need to find some nice hydro.. some of the Cali, you know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Al Hounos Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 No Don't :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest petr Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 medications and books more sad hospital pictures Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OneToThirtySix Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 Okay, those are sad, particularly without an angelic visage to redeem them. ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Meadows and Labyrinths Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 I LIKE YUOR WEBSIET Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kaini Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i'm just waiting for troon to fill this thread with pseudo-mystical bullshit this is a pre-emptive fuck off troon Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OneToThirtySix Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 i'm just waiting for troon to fill this thread with pseudo-mystical bullshit this is a pre-emptive fuck off troon Otherwise kaini and I will have to whip out our proverbial nines to defend half of the girls on this forum. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BCM Posted November 20, 2009 Share Posted November 20, 2009 hey petra, really sorry to hear you're having a hard time... *sends hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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