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I Phear This Forum May Be Starting To Make Me Hate Aphex Twin

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I swear, there's nothing like joining an internet forum to make you feel guilt, then fear, disgust, pathos and even revulsion at your own fandom.

 

Is this a good thing, purging you of fanboy urges as you wince at the reflection of yourself in others? Or is it a really bad thing, in that it kills the joy and the happiness that one's fandom previously brought you, which was previously a positive force in your life?

 

Which does one need to be cured of? The fandom, or the loathing?

 

Also, will I regret having posted this in the morning, when I sober up? (the answer to that one is, almost certainly.)

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I swear, there's nothing like joining an internet forum to make you feel guilt, then fear, disgust, pathos and even revulsion at your own fandom.

 

Is this a good thing, purging you of fanboy urges as you wince at the reflection of yourself in others? Or is it a really bad thing, in that it kills the joy and the happiness that one's fandom previously brought you, which was previously a positive force in your life?

 

Which does one need to be cured of? The fandom, or the loathing?

 

 

please make more detailed posts on how much you are hypersexually attracted to aphex twin and want to lick cunnignham's asshole and ask us again

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Yeah, see this is it. When you feel like it's a constant fight to be who you are, or express yourself in a way that feels natural to you without being constantly mocked or made to feel abnormal or even evil.

 

That's when you start to think "is this a silly and fun way to waste a boring day in the office, or is this something that is just making feel guilty for being who I am."

 

It's doing my fucking head in. That's all. Should waste my time enjoying mine own fandom in a way that doesn't threaten or upset anyone else, I guess. And doesn't make me feel like shit for being a fan. Like sit around and make my eyes go funny drawing things like this...

 

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Yeah, see this is it. When you feel like it's a constant fight to be who you are, or express yourself in a way that feels natural to you without being constantly mocked or made to feel abnormal or even evil.

 

That's when you start to think "is this a silly and fun way to waste a boring day in the office, or is this something that is just making feel guilty for being who I am."

 

It's doing my fucking head in. That's all. Should waste my time enjoying mine own fandom in a way that doesn't threaten or upset anyone else, I guess. And doesn't make me feel like shit for being a fan. Like sit around and make my eyes go funny drawing things like this...

 

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Just power through, a lot of people on here have fallen to this imaginary peer pressure of having to be a complete twat cos everyone else is. I mean, this is the internet but it's turned into real life or something?

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