or kill someone
Yeah, fuck that. Go get checked out, don't be a selfish jerk. By driving around and having a condition that might make you seizure up you are risking not only yourself but others.
99% sure it's just AWS, meaning it's semi predictable when I'm going to have issues. I've seen a doctor before (years ago) and they gave me some ativan and valium for when I'm having issues (which I still have and use when necessary), but they never sent me to a specialist to formally diagnose me.
It only happens after I drink heavily for a day or two. So the solution is: I don't drink. At least, I don't drink on days where I might have to drive the next day.